Religious Trauma; College Diaries. Also, It’s FNAF.

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• Gardenias on the tile (Where it makes no difference who held back from who) by booklovr62

  Fandoms: Five Nights at Freddy's  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  07 Aug 2025

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  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • William Afton | Dave Miller/Henry Emily
  • William Afton | Dave Miller & Henry Emily
  • William Afton | Dave Miller
  • Henry Emily
  • Alternate Universe - College/University
  • Religion
  • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
  • Period-Typical Homophobia
  • Light Sadism
  • Blood and Injury
  • Trauma
  • Character Study
  • Psychoanalysis
  • I Wrote This While Listening to Ethel Cain's Music
  • Title from an Ethel Cain Song
  • I know it's weird
  • I Made Myself Cry
  • Poetry
  • Light Masochism
  • Implied Sexual Content

  Summary

  Henry Emily wakes to the quiet echo of everything he's lost. Pain becomes irrelevant as love turns to ritual, and faith becomes sacrilege.
  "Love will damn him. And he will love until he burns."

  Series

  • Part 1 of Religious Trauma; College Diaries. Also, It’s FNAF.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  7,077

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  4

  Kudos:

  35

  Bookmarks:

  4

  Hits:

  320

• Tend to the row of your violets (With your eyes all over me) by booklovr62

  Fandoms: Five Nights at Freddy's  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  20 Aug 2025

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • William Afton | Dave Miller/Henry Emily
  • William Afton | Dave Miller
  • Henry Emily
  • Alternate Universe - College/University
  • Religion
  • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
  • Period-Typical Homophobia
  • Childhood Sexual Abuse
  • Parental Issues
  • Childhood Trauma
  • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
  • Implied Sexual Content
  • Homicidal Ideation
  • Possessive William Afton | Dave Miller
  • Emotional Manipulation
  • Toxic Relationship
  • POV First Person
  • Light Sadism
  • Light Masochism
  • Philosophy
  • Theatre Kid William Afton
  • Gender Identity Issues
  • Title from an Ethel Cain Song
  • Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence
  • Smoking/Mentioned Drug Use

  Summary

  William Afton’s expression of love through thoughts that fester, where self-inflicted ruin feels like devotion.
  “At my worst, I craved it. The only form of love I’d ever known.”

  Series

  • Part 2 of Religious Trauma; College Diaries. Also, It’s FNAF.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  8,260

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  8

  Kudos:

  28

  Bookmarks:

  5

  Hits:

  334