If you love me, keep it to yourself

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Listing Series

• When I was in need of you (and blacked out) by 38260N27090E

  Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

  • Explicit
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  18 Mar 2026

  Tags

  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • Bang Chan/Lee Felix (Stray Kids)
  • Han Jisung | Han/Lee Minho | Lee Know
  • Stray Kids Ensemble
  • Parent/Child Incest
  • Han Jisung | Han & Lee Felix are Best Friends
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Lee Felix is a Brat (Stray Kids)
  • Minor Han Jisung | Han/Lee Minho | Lee Know
  • Minor Hwang Hyunjin/Seo Changbin
  • Implied/Referenced Underage Sex
  • They are sluts and probably not mentally very well
  • Once again Ethel Cain had a hand in these brainworms
  • Bang Chan is a Good Hyung (Stray Kids)
  • Bang Chan is a Good Dad
  • For the most part
  • Angst
  • Heavy Drinking
  • Alternate Universe - College/University
  • Texting
  • Hwang Hyunjin & Lee Felix are Best Friends
  • Self-Indulgent
  • Age Regression/De-Aging
  • Involuntary Age Regression
  • Drug Use
  • Implied Sexual Content
  • Ambiguous/Open Ending
  • Age Difference
  • Incest
  • Father/Son Incest
  • Implied/Referenced Drug Use

  Summary

  "Taking pictures while you sleep
  Leftovers on the table, strangers on the TV
  I'm bleeding from my ears
  Sneaking out while you're asleep 'cause you're my biggest fear
  And I think of you"

  - Misuse Oh by Ethel Cain

  or

  Felix crumbles. His dad is there to catch him.

  Series

  • Part 1 of If you love me, keep it to yourself

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  9,316

  Chapters:

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  Comments:

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