for a guilty sadist
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song for a guilty sadist by Anonymous
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types
30 May 2026
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The thing about pain is that it makes pleasure more intense. And the thing about knowing you’re going to be sent up to space soon (to die young and alone and farther from home than any other group of people has ever been) is that it makes you seek out pleasure more fervently. You eat good food, you laugh at everyone’s bad jokes, you sing in the shower, you press idly on your bruises, you go out at night to look at the firmament like it won’t be your tombstone, and you let Dr Ryland Grace fuck you six ways to Sunday.
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- Part 1 of for a guilty sadist
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last meal for a guilty sadist by Anonymous
Fandoms: Project Hail Mary (2026), Project Hail Mary - Andy Weir, Andy Weir's Project Hail Mary - All Media Types
20 Jun 2026
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“There’s nothing you can say that’ll fix this. I don’t need to have a conversation, I need—” He cuts himself off, dodging your gaze while his eyes dart around the room, as if hoping to find the words he’s searching for hiding somewhere among the sparse furniture. When he speaks again, he is quieter, and what he says sounds like both a warning and an admission. “I think I need to hurt you again.”
Your breath, still a bit ragged from the way he kissed it out of you, stutters.
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In the hours between being asked to step up as the Hail Mary's scientist, and meeting Stratt to tell her his answer, Ryland Grace finds some semblance of comfort in you.
Sequel to song for a guilty sadist, but can be read as standalone. Part one does give you some additional context and more mean dom Ryland smut, though.
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- Part 2 of for a guilty sadist