The Weight of Living

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• The Shape of My Absence by swede_89

  Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  04 Jun 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
  • Ilya Rozanov
  • Shane Hollander
  • Yuna Hollander
  • David Hollander
  • Troy Barrett
  • Zane Boodram
  • Wyatt Hayes
  • Ottawa Centaurs Team Ensemble (Game Changers)
  • Depression
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Implied/Referenced Suicide
  • not really a suicide attempt
  • But also not not one
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
  • Angst
  • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
  • Autistic Shane Hollander
  • Hopeful Ending
  • Hurt Shane Hollander
  • Unreliable Narrator

  Summary

  Shane Hollander thought the hardest part of leaving Montreal would be changing teams. He never expected to lose himself in the process.

  Series

  • Part 1 of The Weight of Living

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  10,535

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  90

  Kudos:

  884

  Bookmarks:

  174

  Hits:

  7,989

• The Weight of My Presence by swede_89

  Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  11 Sep 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
  • Ilya Rozanov
  • Shane Hollander
  • Troy Barrett
  • Wyatt Hayes
  • Luca Haas
  • David Hollander
  • Yuna Hollander
  • Gina the Therapist not at all based on my therapist
  • That was sarcasm btw - Character
  • Healing
  • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • but COMFORT
  • I only love the pain if there's comfort at the end
  • read part one first
  • Will make more sense
  • Depression
  • Depressed Shane Hollander
  • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
  • and so does Ilya
  • They both get it
  • I love my boys
  • Both Ilya and Shane but also the team
  • I've just now realised how easy it is to add your own tags
  • sorry in advance
  • mental health
  • Autistic Shane Hollander
  • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander

  Summary

  Shane Hollander thought surviving was the same thing as living. He never expected that letting down his armor would be the hardest fight of his life.

  Series

  • Part 2 of The Weight of Living

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,770

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  12

  Kudos:

  98

  Bookmarks:

  10

  Hits:

  1,023