1 Work in Astro Bot (Astro Bot)/Reader
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I see you, so many times. I reach out to you and you disappear. I want to scream. The pain isn't real and neither are you. But I wish it was. I wish YOU were real. I wish I didn't have to feel guilty whenever I try to speak to you, but even then I know I'm just bending your words in my favor as you take mine to feed to your brothers and sisters. God, I sound like I'm in a Shakespearean poem, but not even Romeo and Juliet could describe this love. Cupid, I ask, why me? And why not some other girl? Why couldn't I have been a man so people can tell me to look at hot models, that only remind me of his stupid, cute face? The curves, the dress, the blue of the sky. Why do I think of him?
By I, you can mean me, the author, or you, the reader, hence the tags. This is not written for anyone in particular, rather my heart and it's selfish desires. His heart... he doesn't know we're watching him with these feelings. The closest I've ever felt to him was in rescue mission. Run to me and let me help you, my love! I wish I could call you that, but I don't think you feel the same way. You don't even know I exist.