clay angst
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This is going to be the first version of my story where Clay gets to stay with Bravo. If you would like to read the second version where he does not get to stay with Bravo from chapter 6 and on, please read Bravo's Kid Dark Version. When Bravo gets a new member ordered onto them, they never expected it would be a sixteen-year-old kid. All they want is for him to disappear and quit the military. But appearances can be deceiving and Bravo has to decide if they are going to keep him or pass him off. If they do keep him, can they really handle not only having a kid on their team, but also raising him? There is more pain behind those blue eyes than any of them ever expected.
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- Part 1 of Raising Clay
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Being on Bravo was a dream come true for Clay. Being the only white wolf in the world meant he had to keep who he was a secret. Not only that, he was one of five apex wolves within the world. If that wasn’t hard enough to hide, he was an omega. Clay’s world is about to all come crashing down when Jason discovers exactly who he is. Instead of turning him in Jason and Bravo risk their lives and careers to protect Clay’s secrets. When threats from wolf hunters start to roll in and dead omegas appear within Virginia Beach, it is up to Bravo to keep Clay. Can Clay learn that Bravo is his pack? Can Clay learn that they are his brothers and don’t care if he’s an alpha or an omega? The journey to finally having a pack of his own is one that is filled with many bumps along the way. But if Clay is able to make it through, he might find not only a pack of his own but his true mate. Jason isn’t about to lose Clay, not when he had finally found his true mate. But getting Clay to accept his love was going to be the hardest operation Jason had ever been on. But it was one he was not going to be failing. Loving Clay, protecting Clay would not end in total mission failure. Not if Bravo had anything to do about it.
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- Part 1 of Fated Mates
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Whispering Heart (Being Adopted By Moondance_94) by DianneRose2016
Fandoms: SEAL Team (TV)
02 Nov 2021
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Clay is finally going to be a member of Bravo. But what none of the guys within Bravo know is that Clay has a younger half-brother named Alex. A genius eleven-year-old that was born deaf. Alex relies on Clay and Sklyar, his golden retriever service dog, to be his ears for him and help guide him through life.
Only Alex isn't Clay's only secret. For the past nine years, since Alex was two and dropped off at his doorstep with him fresh out of BUDs, he had been escorting to ensure all of the bills were paid. Now Clay has to balance Alex, Bravo, and keeping his escorting under wraps from everyone so he doesn't lose Alex and get dishonorably discharged. The very last thing Clay needs is the quiet and observant Brock Reynolds seeping into his heart. Bravo's K9 handler is not only amazing with dogs, but with kids as well. Clay was not prepared to lose his heart to someone that is supposed to be his teammate, his brother. Just like he's not prepared for the custody papers that land on his doorstep. Now Clay has to fight for his position within the Navy and to keep custody of Alex. Will Brock and Bravo be there for him or will they turn their backs on him too like everyone else in his life has?
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Jason is a proud Dom and he has been using Subs for the past five years, ever since he decided to stop living in the closet. He loves to be in control and he loves having a sex slave in his apartment to cook, clean, and wait for him to come home to be used. It had been six months since Jason kicked out his last Sub for developing feelings for him. Jason's main rule for all of his Subs was no feelings. He was not going to ever allow himself to get attached to anyone ever again. But a chance meeting in a bar could change Jason completely, in and out of the bedroom.
Clay might be wearing a chastity cage, but that doesn't mean he is a Sub and looking for a Dom. He doesn't play by those rules and he never will. He has no problem being manhandled in the bedroom, but outside of it, he ran his own life. He was in control of everything he did. After growing up in Africa and having his leg cut off by the Rebels, Clay had to build a new dream for himself, one outside of the Navy Seals. A chance meeting in a bar led him to Jason.
Despite both men being attracted to each other, they both want opposite things. Will Jason give in first or will Clay give up the control he desperately needs to a man he doesn't even know?
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Sonny never expected that the stripper Sapphire that he can't get out of his mind, would turn out to be someone completely different. Sonny couldn't get Sapphire off of his mind. The few times they had hooked up, it had been the best sex of his life. Sonny had been trying to not get attached to him because he knew that Sapphire would never leave the stripping world. He most likely had a pimp that was making sure of it. All of that changed though when Sapphire walked into a Team debriefing.
Clay had been working for the CIA since he was eighteen. They had picked him up in Africa and that was his ticket out of there. He never expected that working undercover at a strip club to shut down a human trafficking ring would lead him to Sonny. Sonny had a way of making him feel things he had never felt. A way of bringing out the emotions that Clay thought were long dead. The problem? Clay didn't want those emotions. He didn't want someone to be close to him only for them to die.
If Sonny was going to show Clay that what they have is something special and shouldn't be tossed away. He was going to have to get Clay to let his walls down and allow his emotions to rise from the ashes and embrace a whole new life.
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Sixteen years ago when Jason was captured in Africa the very last thing he expected was to find an eight-year-old boy that would become his son. Only his time as a father to that boy was short-lived when his new son was killed in a Rebel raid. Now sixteen years later, Jason is getting the chance he never thought he would have when that son walks back into his life. Jason had dreamed of this moment, but he never expected it to go quite like this. He might have memories of those months that he spent with his son, but his son has no memories of him. Even worse, he doesn’t seem to like him at all. How will Bravo cope with the return of Jason’s long-lost son from the dead? And how will they be able to heal a broken man that refuses to allow anyone to get close to him? There is a great deal more to Jason’s son’s story and the guys are all determined to find out what it is. Jason is not going to give up on his son, not while there is still breath within his body. He failed him once, he is not going to fail him again, even if that means he dies trying.
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ʻO ka ʻOhana, ʻAʻOhe Mea I Haʻalele A Poina Paha (Family Means Nobody Gets Left Behind or Forgotten) (On Hold) by DianneRose2016 for Moondance_94
Fandoms: SEAL Team (TV), Hawaii Five-0 (2010)
25 Dec 2024
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When the news broke about Ash's new book with his new informant. The Upper Brass puts Clay on unpaid administrative leave. Expecting that his team would have his back, the very last thing Clay thought he would experience was his own team not even looking at him, much less talking to him. Being rejected by the men who had become his family brings up old childhood traumas that Clay thought he buried a long time ago. With nothing to do, Clay decides to take a trip to Hawaii and finally thank the man that not only saved his life, but is the reason he became a Seal in the first place. Only now that he was in Hawaii, Stever wasn't about to let Clay slip through his fingers a second time. When the truth finally comes out that Clay wasn't the leak, will Bravo be able to get their rookie back or will Clay want to stay with Five-O and maybe have a real shot at a true family?
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Five times when the only way Clay can get any sleep is lying curled up with Jason. And one time Jason can’t sleep without Clay. Set throughout the series.
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- Part 5 of The Clay Spenser Collection
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When Bravo is assigned to capture an asset within Liberia that the CIA are interested in recruiting, they never expected for that asset to be an American. Just like they never expected for him to be Ash Spenser’s kid, someone that had been reported missing in Virginia Beach and presumed dead seventeen years ago. Clay was not what they were expecting. With a long list of medical issues, trust issues, anti-social behavior and fear of being touched, the guys have a lot of work they need to do. Especially when the Navy broker a deal with Clay and placed him on Bravo. Can the guys get Clay to trust them and open up or will Clay’s problems be too much for him and he finally succumbs to the darkness within his own mind? One thing is for certain the Bravo family will never be the same again.