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    Maybe in another life, Till wouldn’t have had the time or the capacity to comprehend how Ivan’s fucked up little head works. Maybe in that life, they would have never known how it felt to love and be loved in return.

    But that life isn’t this life, and Till knows everything there is to know about Ivan, and he loves him. He loves him so much that it aches on most days when he can’t be around him, his heart not being able to carry the love he couldn’t pour into the other half of his soul.

    Okay, that’s pretty cheesy, Till thinks, as he makes a mental note to write it down for the next song he writes about Ivan.

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    Or, Ivan and Till in a much kinder world.

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    10 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    Then Ivan opened his eyes again and looked directly at Till with a deep, disarming curiosity.

    "Would you care about me this much if I disappeared?"

    The world stopped.

    The phrase echoed in Till's mind not as a new question, but as a ghost. A bullet that hit the exact same spot as the old wound. He heard Ivan's voice, but older, from his hallucinations, laden with a sad irony and a painful acceptance. He saw the stage. He felt the cold microphone in his hands. He knew what came next.

    "How could I not care?"

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    10 Mar 2026

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    The rebels find Ivan, as young as he was during round 6, in a forgotten storage unit and bring him home.

    But to Ivan, it’s not so much a home but rather just another means of survival, despite how good it seems with an older and much more affectionate Till acting otherwise.

    Because while Till had a whole 7 years to come to terms with his trauma, Ivan is still 22 years old, lost and scared as he always was.

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    Ivan learns what ‘family’ means with some hiccups along the way.

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    10 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 63

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    Ivan accidentally drops into the Land of the Yokai, into the prized sakura garden in the Yokai Palace. He gets picked up by the Yokai King Till, who raises him to become one of his most capable servants.

    Fast forward twenty years, Ivan nurses a crush on his boss, the King of the Yokai Land. Yet, he is nothing but a servant, and Till is a member of royalty. He'd never stand a chance against the likes of Gwishin Princess Mizi, who appears before Till with a proposal for marriage.

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    10 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 86

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    The first time Spider-Man saves Till, he considers himself lucky. The second time, it’s a happy coincidence. By the third time, it’s a little weird, but he’s still thankful for it. The fourth time, however, it’s just strange, especially considering all four saves happened within seven days of each other.

    Till meets Spider-Man a few times, and it goes very different from how he expected.

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