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Trapped together at a secluded Swiss retreat, Real Madrid’s Jude Bellingham and Manchester City’s Erling Haaland are caught in a quiet war of mixed signals, where Erling hides a years-long feelings behind blunt Nordic silence and Jude mistakes his stoic care—like custom smoothies and pre-warmed foam rollers—for cold indifference.
The illusion shatters when Jude overhears Erling confess his deep fear of rejection to Jack Grealish, prompting Jude to step into his space with a steaming mug of tea and drop a game-changing truth:
"I wouldn't say no, Erling."
Now, with the silent tension broken and their feelings exposed, they must navigate prying teammates, sharp family interventions, and high-stakes Champions League clashes as their secret pining evolves from quiet denial into an undeniable bond.
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07 Aug 2026
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"¿Treinta millones por un modelo de pasarela o por un futbolista?"
Jude Bellingham prefiere que lo tachen de arrogante antes de admitir que la presión lo está asfixiando en un país extraño. Escondido detrás de su orgullo, observa de reojo a Erling Haaland, el rey indiscutible del Dortmund, el que podría ser su escape de toda esa fachada.Bookmarked by 0ayase0
07 Aug 2026
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“It’s just,” Erling sighed and ran a hand over his face, not knowing how to word it nicely. Fuck it, might as well bite the bullet and get it over with now, if they were already having this conversation. “You’re seventeen, I’m twenty, it’s–”
“The age of consent in Germany, England, and Norway is sixteen.”
He didn’t want to think about why Jude knew what the age of consent in Norway was.
“No–I know it’s legal. It’s just that I’m three years older than you and–”
“Wow, three years, big deal,” Jude scoffed.
“No–stop, Jude, stop interrupting me and let me speak.”
Jude stopped talking, but still had that scorned-puppy look on his face that made Erling’s chest hurt. He hadn’t wanted this conversation to go down like this; hell, he would have never wanted to have this conversation at all, but everyone had to do hard things in life. This just happened to be one of the hardest, but that was saying a lot, considering that he was a professional athlete.
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Jude wants more. Erling is worried about the age difference.
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06 Aug 2026
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Jude gets pregnant during the world cup. Worse, it's by the enemy. Even worse he plays against said team next weekend.
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- Part 1 of Why Now?
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There’s an expression on Jaekyung’s face that Dan doesn’t think he’s ever seen, and he doesn’t really know what to make of it. It’s some kind of cross between awe and disbelief, and his scent mimics those emotions, wrapping around Dan like a protective shroud. His eyes are narrowed and sharp before his brows raise in realization and his eyes go wide, moving over Dan’s face quickly while he still scents the air. Is Jaekyung sensing something wrong with him? He knows Jaekyung is unusually perceptive about these things, but what could he be so worried about?
“Jaekyung, what’s-“
“You’re pregnant.”
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- Part 2 of The Light We Hold
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