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  1. Public Bookmark 24

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    Chuuya’s feelings were completely justified, and of course he was right. Dazai was the one that had no right to be acting like this. She was the one that blew things out of proportion. The one that caused problems because she didn’t know how to face herself. And she couldn’t even give her boyfriend, the one person she loved and trusted more than anyone in the world, simple intimacy.
    Going on estrogen was supposed to be a good thing.
    It was supposed to make her feel better.
    She was supposed to get better.

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    Dazai starts hormone replacement therapy and struggles adjusting. Chuuya tries to provide support, but there's only so much he can do when he's left in the dark. Neither of them feel prepared to navigate their shifting relationship.

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    06 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 73

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    “I just wanted to—”

    “To talk? You thought sitting here, all sad and tragic, in our spot, would spark some nostalgia?” Chuuya scoffed. “That I’d come
    running back like some pathetic—God, I can’t believe I even came down here.”

    “I know you hate me,” Dazai said, standing up. “But—”

    “Hate you?” Chuuya tilted his head, as if he was considering it, with the kind of detachment that hurt worse than fury. “Nah. I hated you for about two years. Now I just… don’t really think about you at all. Or at least I didn’t, until you decided to make a grand comeback no one fucking asked for.”

     

    or, dazai comes back to his hometown at twenty-two, four years after leaving Chuuya without a word, trying to fix what he broke between them. In which, he isn’t particularly good at.
    small town childhood friends to lovers to messy exes to... we'll see about that.

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    08 Oct 2025

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    “It’s fake” Dazai assures him, sitting with his legs crossed on his unmade bed “Totally, completely, absolutely just a pretend thing”
    Chuuya just stares at him, digesting it in silence as he slowly blinks at Dazai across from him and hopes some of his discomfort can pass for confusion. He wonders why Dazai sounds so desperate to convey this to him when this shouldn’t be any of Chuuya’s business.
    But Dazai huffs an annoyed breath at his lack of answer, wrinkling his nose in impatience and the soft sunlight catches in his face just right and he is so beautiful, with his stupid silly pout and Chuuya can’t even hold the denial in place for half a second apparently.
    So alright, Dazai is in a fake relationship and maybe Chuuya does care.

     

    Or, that one College AU where all the tropes apply, featuring Dazai’s attempts at communicating that only make things worse and the ensuing chaos

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    05 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    A question welled up his throat with watery tears—something from the deepest part of his heart. His voice broke as he spoke.

    “Then detective…what should I do?”

    “Choose the side that saves people,” Murase answered. “If neither side can give you the justice your friends deserve, then choose to do good. Save the weak, protect the less fortunate. You might not see the difference between light and dark, but…saving others is just so very wonderful.”

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    Or, what if Chuuya joined the Armed Detective Agency instead of Dazai?

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    29 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    17 Jul 2025