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Stardust children (aren't we all just stardust?) by Alistar_ffs
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
13 Aug 2025
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"Remus sometimes found himself fascinated by the fact that he often did not know how to exist when Sirius was not watching."
(Inspired by the 4 following quotes: "i only know how to exist when i'm wanted" by Mary Lambert, "I hate how I don’t feel real enough unless people are watching." by Chuck Palahniuk in Invisible Monsters, "Like any unloved thing, I don’t know if I'm real when I'm not being touched." by Natalie Wee in Our Bodies & Other Fine Machines and "there's a theory that says you don’t exist unless someone calls & you respond" by Sam Sax.)
This work is a wolfstar fanfiction about the Marauders' time in Hogwarts (mainly), close to All The Young Dudes lore and pretty canon-compliant (also "Fanon" compliant if you will).
Brief hiatus! Chapter 2 will probably need a rewrite! :')
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LONG fic charting the marauders' time at Hogwarts (and beyond) from Remus' PoV - diversion from canon in that Remus's father died and he was raised in a children's home, and is a bit rough around the edges. Otherwise canon-compliant.
1971 - 1995This IS a wolfstar fic, but incredibly slow burn. Literally years. Long build up but worth it I promise!
PLEASE DO NOT COPY TO WATTPAD. SERIOUSLY, WHY??
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https://open.spotify.com/user/htl2006/playlist/3z2NbLq2IVGG0NICBqsN2D?si=Liyl_JKJSx2RUqks3p50kg(Compiled by amazing reader, JustAnotherPerson)
DISCLAIMER: I do not support JK Rowling's disgusting transphobic views.
NOTE: I AM NO LONGER READING OR REPLYING TO COMMENTS ON THIS FIC
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- Part 1 of All the Young Dudes
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- English
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