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    Gigi and Dani go away for a little vacation in Ojai, but Dani struggles to let go of all the stress she is carrying. Gigi takes it upon herself to help her relax.

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    JJ's eyes are Ellie's favourite thing.

    Two deep brown galaxies, always so full of wonder and an immense affection she never deserved.

    They'd look up and watch her intently—like she was something so important. Like she held the moon and the stars and his future in her hands.

    It's terrifying.

    Was terrifying.

    She misses his eyes, and how they swam in the sunlight to create a new colour. How they sparkled when Dina spoke to him in a way that made him laugh.

    She can never get them right on paper. And she tries. And tries.

    His laugh used to be so clear in her mind.

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    Ellie returns to Jackson. And shovels the snow in Dina's yard, every day.

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    “Okay, God, I don’t know, channel early-career Clark? You know, all bright-eyed and eager, and a total stranger to me. Back when I was just a hardass–“

    “A badass.”

    “–who didn’t get coffee with you until it was disguised as a way to get insider info for an exposé I was writing.”

    “You want me to channel that Clark?”

    She sighs, at a loss for other options. “Sure.”

    “Okay. So how does Superman badly flirting with you put us in a less suspicious position?”

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    Once Van has carefully shut the door to Nat’s room and is back in the living room she glances toward the bedroom doors before focusing on Jackie who’s sitting nervously on the couch. Waiting on the verdict from Van on how bad this is, if Jackie is just overreacting. The look on her face answers before the words come. “Yeah dude this is way above my pay grade. I am for sure not the best option for getting through to that. You gotta call Lottie.”

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    Natalie finally has the opportunity to her art shown in a gallery and gets too obsessed in her work to be a functioning person. The only person that she ever listens to is Lottie.

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    Lottie’s lips brush over her palm again, slow, pressing her teeth softly against the skin near the tiny cut. The sensation sends a jolt through Natalie’s entire body, her stomach twisting at the strange, unbearable intimacy of it.

    “Don’t bite it.” Her pulse pounds so loud in her ears she can barely hear her own voice as she mutters, low and warning.

    Lottie exhales, lips still grazing her skin. “I want to.”

    Natalie almost jerks her hand away this time. Almost. But she doesn’t—because Lottie’s looking at her like she’s starving, like she needs her, and maybe there’s something deep, deep inside Natalie that likes that. That likes the way Lottie clings to her like this, like she’s something holy, something worth consuming.

    “Lottie, don’t.” She grits her teeth, voice sharp.

    Lottie tilts her head, her thumbs stroking over the back of Natalie’s hand, soothing, coaxing. There’s something almost reverent in the way she holds her, but beneath it—hunger.

    Not just hunger. Desperation.

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    After Ben's trial, Natalie grapples with the brutal reality of survival while becoming increasingly entwined with Lottie in ways she never expected.

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    07 Apr 2025