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   i've been waiting my whole life to know i wanted you by literaryashtray

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   22 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Original Characters
   • Yuna Hollander
   • Shane Hollander Needs a Hug
   • Shane Hollander has a panic attack
   • Character Study
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Eating Disorder Not Otherwise Specified
   • Angst
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • i don't know a lot about hockey
   • but i do know a lot about being a neurotic athlete
   • Canon Compliant
   • healthy relationship once we get there
   • slow burn because shane is working through his feelings
   • im doing this for the republic of wasia
   • Family Dynamics
   • specifically asian ones
   • tiger mom core

   Summary

   Shane liked being good at things, and Shane was good at hockey. His mom loved hockey. His friends and classmates had always loved hockey. Hell, Canada loved hockey. Being good at hockey was like being good at being Canadian boy and being the best at something was like being good at being Asian.

   OR

   heavily exploring the pressure shane hollander’s under—undereating, overexercising, missing home, being a baby-faced teenage phenom, and, of course, being mixed with an asian mom :p basically a character study into shane’s habits of restriction and self-punishment. he has denied himself every pleasure in life… up until ilya rozanov. he’s the one thing he can’t refuse.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   55,977

   Chapters:

   35/35

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   Bookmarked by Anymouse4738

   05 Mar 2026