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    "That's why I was here. I was going to stand right here, and I was going to try to convince myself to do it, or not to do it, and– and that night, the whole walk up those stairs, I couldn't– I couldn’t think of a single thing. I couldn’t find a reason not to. It was like my mind was empty, and I was thinking that– that if I got up here and my head was still empty, then I'd do it. That's why I came up here. And then you–” James took a long, shuddering breath. “You were in my spot.” He couldn’t help but laugh. It was a terrible sound.

    “That’s why you said that,” Regulus breathed, and it was like it was punched out of him. “You… you were… I thought that was a joke.” His voice was thready. James still didn’t have the heart to look up at him. He felt like he wasn’t really there.

    “Everyone did,” he shook his head. “It was always a joke.”

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    or, Regulus learns he and James have more in common than he thought

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    21 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Reading this while listening to wings by birdy hits different

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    “This is all your fault,” Charles snapped, exasperation dripping from his tone. “How on earth do you fail to mention that your family is filthy rich, Max? That’s just not acceptable!”

    Max sighed, his lips twitching upward in mild amusement despite the tension. “I wasn’t the one who wanted to come, and why does it matter to you if they were filthy rich or dirt poor?” he said, “They are trash anyway” he muttered under his breath. “Besides For this Christmas I wanted to travel somewhere warm and stress-free before you give birth.”

    Or After all Max's effort to keep his family away from his mate, they manage to slither their way back into his life.

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    02 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Who doesn't like family drama!

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    In a world where Voldemort's victory brought forth the golden age of pureblood supremacy, young Harry - an average Durmstrang student - grows surrounded by the same propaganda that has become the gospel truth of the Wizarding World. Injustice is a norm and racism is not only accepted, but actively encouraged. Embracing the status quo becomes harder when Harry finds himself in a train station where the living should not dwell, and a dangerous friend who goes by the name "Tom".

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    30 Oct 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Because I apparently like to eat offed white birds

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    Max looks down at the warmer, at the baby lying in the bed, sleeping innocently without a worry in the world, his eyelids twitching. He knows this is his son, and he's supposed to feel something, but he feels nothing. He glances at Charles, who looks exhausted, with dark circles under his eyes, messy hair, and grimy skin. It's clear he's worn out from staying in the hospital for the past two weeks. Yet, Max can see the love in Charles' eyes. Charles has fallen in love with baby Oscar, and Max knows he has to learn to love him as well.
    Or: two years into their marriage, Charles is on the verge of losing Max. He barely sees or knows him anymore.

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    29 Jun 2024