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  1. Public Bookmark 83

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    No matter where she was, no matter what she was doing, she never left the Cauldron.

    Pain and emptiness have been her companions since she was born. Her mother made sure of that.

    The drinking was supposed to help; it was helping. Now confined to the House of Wind, Nesta can't escape the darkness that follows her every step. What happens when it finally catches up with her?

    Cassian doesn't know how to help.

    No one can help.

    Would it would be better if she let the darkness have her? Maybe tonight, she can finally close her eyes and never wake up.

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    29 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    After the Battle of Hybern, Nesta struggles to get back to herself. Feeling like she's on the outside looking in, Nesta tries to find a way to cope with everything that happened while trying to find her own way of moving on.

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    16 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 4

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    The flashes of memories through Nesta's and Cassian's lives. Inspired by Taylor Swift's final mashup on the Eras Tour: Long Live, New Year's Day, and The Manuscript.

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    16 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 24

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    Here are a few short stories set after ACOSF and onward. This goes in pair with my other fanfic : A Court of Love and Devotion.

    The stories mostly include Nessian and Gwynriel children. Mostly fluff and soft domestic moments.

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    25 Dec 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    Nesta notoriously only says Cassian's name when it's important.

    When she's angry, or afraid. When she's in pain, or in pleasure.

    He can remember each and every time, treasuring the sound of it on her lips.

    And the day she says it casually, he knows he's found true peace.

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    Or, five times Nesta says Cassian's name with a purpose, one one time she says it just because.

    Written for Day 7 of Nessian Week 2024

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    25 Oct 2024