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   “I love you, but I don’t think I want to..” by JockIvan_EmoTill

   Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   10 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Ivan/Till (Alien Stage)
   • Minor or Background Relationship(s)
   • Till (Alien Stage)
   • Ivan (Alien Stage)
   • Mizi (Alien Stage)
   • Luka (Alien Stage)
   • Sua (Alien Stage)
   • Hyuna (Alien Stage)
   • Original Characters
   • Alternate Universe - High School
   • Emo Till (Alien Stage)
   • Jock Ivan (Alien Stage)
   • Trans Male Character
   • Trans Till (Alien Stage)
   • Vaginal Sex
   • Cunnilingus
   • Ivan Has a Big Dick (Alien Stage)
   • Power Bottom Till (Alien Stage)
   • Top Ivan (Alien Stage)
   • Homophobic Language
   • Strangers to Friends to Lovers
   • Out of Character
   • the emo and jock thing isn’t really mentioned
   • its just there to give you an idea on how they look and dress
   • Till genuinely believes he is a boy and tries not to remember that he is AFAB
   • Internalized transphobia (I think)
   • It’s all in Till’s POV

   Summary

   Ivan and Till don't know each other until they get paired together for a group project. Till goes to Ivan’s house to complete their assignment until he starts feeling weird, like Ivan has suddenly changed the atmosphere to make it seem like they are the only people in the whole world. What will Till do with this new feeling of betraying everything he thought was wrong? Will he let Ivan have him or will he just push him away?

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,295

   Chapters:

   2/?

   Comments:

   2

   Kudos:

   18

   Bookmarks:

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   10 Jan 2026