DeerestShua
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my favorite shade of blue by scarlethibiscus
Fandoms: SEVENTEEN (Band), Carats, carat - Fandom
23 Dec 2021
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For someone who claims to hate Jeonghan's guts, Hong Jisoo often times makes sure to remind him to look up when he's feeling down.
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07 Jun 2026
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Trained as a hunter from birth, Seungcheol’s world is shattered when his own family betrays him and leaves him for dead. Saved by the very vampires he was sworn to eliminate, he’s thrown into their dark, seductive world.
As Seungcheol grapples with his new reality, forbidden feelings begin to stir, entangling him in dangerous romantic ties. With his heart caught between enemies and a deadly betrayal hanging over him, Seungcheol must face the fragile balance between love and survival.
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06 Jun 2026
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“You’re a shameless flirt,” Joshua accused, trying to hide his blush.
“Only for you, darling,” Jeonghan shot back.
Model student Hong Joshua, paired with the school's top jock Yoon Jeonghan, form an unbeatable dynamic that no one can challenge—not even Joshua's strict student council president persona or Jeonghan's overwhelming popularity. With Jeonghan’s relentless pursuit and Joshua’s tsundere resistance, the question remains: Will Joshua eventually give in to the jock’s persistent advances?
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The author wrote this influenced by an edit and her mutuals.
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04 Jun 2026
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Joshua’s life as an idol should be predictable: rehearsals, recordings, fan events, smiles for the cameras. But between the lights and applause, everything is fracturing. His relationship with Jeonghan is tense, a fragile dance of denial and unspoken emotions. Rumors, public scrutiny, and his own insecurities leave Joshua questioning his worth not just as a performer, but as a person.
And then there’s his health, slowly but surely declining with every late night and mounting expectation. Only his manager knows the truth, and the line between care and control is dangerously thin.
In a world where every note is measured, every glance is judged, and every mistake could unravel him, Joshua must navigate the strings of his own fragility and decide whether to keep playing the role everyone expects, or break free entirely.
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28 May 2026
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It shouldn’t be this hard to stand in front of him like this. To watch him move, take in air. To watch him smile at other people, talk and laugh with them, while all-too-carefully avoiding looking at him. Jeonghan knew it was what he deserved—he deserved even less, arguably.
He’d expected it. Had spent hours poring over every possibility and knew that this was the likeliest outcome. That Joshua would be willing to exist in the same space as him, but that would be the end of it. That there would be no niceties, no feigned politeness, not even for the sake of appearances.
Because Jeonghan had let him go. Even worse, he had turned him away.
Or: Jeonghan lost Joshua ten years ago. It takes a wedding to bring him back to him.
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27 May 2026