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For the anniversary of Castiel's introduction. Have a finale fix-it!
Castiel can’t see. He can’t move. He doesn’t know where he is. All he can do is listen to the radio. It plays music, sometimes. Other times, he can tune in to the prayers from his family.
And maybe, somehow, the radio waves can help him get out.
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03 Aug 2025
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“There you are,” the Empty says, in Dean’s voice. It’s cold, like Dean’s eyes are cold, his expression set in contempt. It’s the expression Cas feared, he realizes, all the times he thought about saying it. Revulsion. It makes him feel sick in the way that goes beyond physical, here where there is nothing physical left.
The moment before it happened had been so sweet it covered up all the hurt. For years, Cas had been holding back those words, biting down on his tongue to keep from saying them. And now he had said it, and he knew that it was good, knew that it was worth it. But on the other side there is only this.
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In the Empty, Cas dreams of his regrets, until someone comes looking for him.
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02 Aug 2025
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Dark Blue (Have You Ever Been Alone in a Crowded Room?) by WhoIPretended2Be
Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)
03 Sep 2025
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Castiel is a shapeshifter, haunted by his mother’s murder and terrified of becoming a monster himself. Survival means pretending, and he’s learned to be anyone but himself until the night he meets Dean Winchester.
Dean is a hunter, raised to follow his father’s orders and become whatever the job demands. He doesn’t know who he is when he’s not performing, until he meets someone he calls “Blue”.
What begins as a quest for revenge turns into something else: the collision of two men hiding from the world, each desperate and terrified to be seen beneath their disguises.
This story is complete! Current posting plan is Mondays and Thursdays.
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- Part 1 of The Cost of Pretending
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06 Jul 2025
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Guy Dexter leaves Hollywood for Yorkshire, hoping the change in scenery will keep his anxieties regarding his life and career at bay.
Thomas Barrow worries over what the deterioration of his current relationship means—is he waiting for something that can’t really exist?
As films and fortunes change before their eyes, they find a path forward together.
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11 Jun 2025
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When the family's in London for the season, something happens at Grantham House that demands the presence of their butler. Too bad he's already left for his evening engagement.
Or: Daisy, Andy and Mr. Bates try to get Thomas out of a gay bar.
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10 Jun 2025