DonJohnMeister
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like sunflowers to the sun (like praying men) by DonJohnMeister
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
13 Jan 2025
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Bucky doesn’t laugh anymore, hardly ever. He doesn’t scribble down equations and diagrams like he’s gonna beat Howard Stark at his own game. He doesn’t hum, doesn’t dance, doesn’t look up at the night sky in quiet awe.
But he still smokes. He still smokes.
Steve holds onto that.
In which Steve holds on to Bucky as hard as he can, and somehow it still might not be enough.
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to live another day (to rage against the dying of the light) by DonJohnMeister
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
03 Sep 2024
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Go to sleep, Steve. His friend says, instead of what he really means. Bucky had gotten really good at that in the past few years.
“You know I don’t need to rest as much as the other guy, Buck.”
Even a super-soldier’s gotta sleep, pal. Bucky leans forward, and Steve can almost, almost, see the soft fan of his lashes, the shape of his mouth. You know you can't keep going like this. You’re in tailspin, buddy. Eventually, you’re gonna crash.
“I’m fine.” He says, because he too has gotten good at lying over the years.
Yeah. That’s what you are. You’re sitting here talking to ghosts like a nutjob ‘cause you’re fine.
In which Bucky falls off the train, and Steve spirals. Let it not be said that Steve Rogers ever did anything halfway.
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Castiel has not been holy in a very long time, and he has never been able to resist the shape of Dean’s name around his lips, the very sound of it far lovelier than all the choirs of heaven. So he says it again, louder this time, like perhaps it may be enough to get the sleeping man to open his eyes, to turn his holy gaze towards Castiel and grin for long enough that the wickedness brought upon by a broken silence is repaired by the sanctity of his smile.
“Dean.” Castiel breathes, channeling whatever grace he has left within this broken body into the words, tries somehow to will the very thought into being.
“Wake up.”
In which Michael does not leave his vessel without consequences, and Castiel will do anything for Dean to wake up again.
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I couldn’t save you (but I can carry you home) by DonJohnMeister
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe
26 Aug 2021
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Bucky is sick, Steve realizes with a pang, cradling his right arm to his chest and trembling violently, eyes shifting deliriously under his thick layer of hair. Still, he’d come to Steve, somehow found Steve, when just a month ago he couldn’t even remember his own name.
(Steve thinks back to the Potomac, all those weeks ago. How long had he been lying, safe and healing in a hospital bed, while Bucky wandered the streets, sick and confused?)
In which Steve carries Bucky’s pain like a weight on his shoulders, and Bucky just wants someone to tell him how to be human again.
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don’t break me (like you did your promises) by DonJohnMeister
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types
23 Jul 2021
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He’s standing in a dark room, and all Steve can see is the metal table in the center and the man (Bucky Bucky Bucky) strapped into it, covered in so much grime and blood that it takes a second for Steve’s mind to catch up to what he’s seeing.
(The room is abandoned. They’d left him here, hadn’t even bothered to undo the straps in their escape, just discarded Bucky like he was worthless. Like he was nothing.)
In which Steve finds his best friend and breaks a promise, because if there’s one person he never fails to let down, it’s Bucky.
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As it turned out, Robert really was Flambae’s type.
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After dealing with Shroud once and for all, Robert Robertson finds that it's hard to have a personal 'thing' going on when your, ahem, person of...interest...is as subtle as a fireball. Romance isn't dead, it's just locked behind HR's code of conduct.
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“...Hell yeah this some Britney, bitch! This one is for Robert—where is he—there he is! Robbo at the bar! Yeah! Luckiest fucking fucker in all of Southland! ‘Cause guess who fucking fucked him—oh yeah, back to the chorus! Uhn uhn…”- Language:
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04 Jan 2026
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Still dealing with the aftermath of killing Shroud, Robert goes to a villain bar to get fucked up on purpose. Flambae finds him and takes care of him.
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31 Dec 2025
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The hours after Shroud all passed in a blur. The sound of the ambulance doors slamming shut on the bloody visage of his enemy should have seemed more final, but Robert felt only a sense of unease.
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Robert getting through the aftermath of Shroud, with Flambae there to help him through it.
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31 Dec 2025
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aren't you supposed to burn if you're a star? by minion676
Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)
30 Nov 2025
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Robert is having a Hard Time after Shroud is defeated, Flambae is there to help.
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31 Dec 2025
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might as well fall in by bandteeshirts (ihavetoomuchfreetime)
Fandoms: Dispatch (Video Game)
05 Jan 2026
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It clangs in his head like a nuclear klaxon: this is such a bad idea.
He gets hard, regardless.
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post-canon. robert kills shroud and in an effort to reconcile the emotional dissonance he feels as a result of that decision and countless others he chose in the pursuit of becoming a hero, dubious choices are made -- and, with time and enough tenderness, unmade.or, a fic wherein robert had been hooking up flambae despite his better judgement, and refuses to interrogate why he keeps letting it happen. plot with porn/porn with plot, enemies to friends to lovers, heavy on the hurt/comfort
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