Drawingtable



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    When Phainon is sixteen years old, he swears himself to Mydeimos' side.

    (an iliad inspired phaidei au)

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    Geshu Lin would have been, should have been a passing memory. But not all passers-by could draw Qiuyuan in like this, no matter how fleeting the meeting. Fate had other plans.

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    “Has there really been nobody who catches your eye over the last 2 years?” Mydei asks quietly. Is it a trick of the light or was there… hesitance in those golden eyes?

    Phainon squints at him, trying to figure him out. But it’s not like Mydei to be obtuse, the man had always been straightforward, sometimes to an infuriating degree. With Mydei, you can always be sure he only says what he means, so Phainon doesn’t think too much about it when he shakes his head.

    “No.”

    “Nobody at all?” Mydei asks again.

    Phainon, desperate to find love, begs his best friend Mydei to be his dating coach. After all, Mydei is so perfect, his opinion has to be worth his weight in gold, right?
    It’s not like he ever had a chance with the man himself anyway.

    As for Mydei, what’s a guy to do when his best friend, who he’s secretly in love with, asks him for dating advice? Earnestly help while locking away his own feelings, of course.

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    “Tell me what you really want, Phainon of Aedes Elysiae.”

    Khaslana whines. He is no longer Phainon and Aedes Elysiae is nothing more than a pile of ash, but for Mydei, he can pretend. So he pushes past the renewed sting of loss, ignores his guilt, ignores everything except for the great, unending ocean that is his love for Mydei. He harnesses millennia of yearning and lust, sends a nonsensical prayer to the universe for forgiveness, and gives himself over to the waves.

    Hesitation gone, Khaslana rolls on top of Mydei, hands on either side of his head and legs bracketing his hips. He pushes himself up just enough to see Mydei’s entire face.

    “Everything,” he breathes, and he swears Mydei shivers at it. “I want everything you’ll give me and more.”

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    In an early cycle of the Eternal Recurrence, Khaslana indulges. Pretending to be this cycle's Phainon, he takes a risk and seeks out Mydeimos. He knows he is selfish for doing this, for needing this, but it has been so long and he misses Mydei so much. If this is all he can have, he will do what he can to have Mydei for one more night.

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    This story – like all the ones before it – has always been yours, and yours alone.

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