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  1. Public Bookmark 20

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    phil lester loved curly headed boys with tattoos on their arms and a joint made with torn bible pages between their soft lips.

    and dan howell was exactly that.

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    Completed High School AU

    content warning: sex, underage drinking and drug use, violence/bullying, vulgar language/gay slurs, homophobia, depression, suicide, abuse

    !! this story is also on wattpad !! (lowercase intentional)

    Thank you for reading!

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    10 Oct 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 27

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    Limerence [ li-mer-uhns] noun
    1 the state of being obsessively infatuated with someone, usually accompanied by delusions of or a desire for an intense romantic relationship with that person…

    Phil Lester is popular. But Dan Howell is not. Dan Howell likes Phil Lester's raven colored hair and ice blue eyes. But so does someone else…

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    Completed High school AU
    content warning: violence/bullying, sex, underage drinking, vulgar language, suicidal thoughts.

    Thanks for reading!

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    05 Oct 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 30

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    Dan is in one of his moods, and Phil, being the amazing boyfriend that he is, finds a great way to help him relax.

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    smut with bottom Phil

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    23 Sep 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    When grandma veronica goes home after phodcast #41, and Dan swoons for Phil's desperate need to be liked by the Howells.

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    16 Sep 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 50

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    "It’s not even about being, well, gay – he has repressed numerous thoughts on the subject since he met Phil, and he cannot address them yet. It’s too much, too many shrubs, too many thorns, so he will set it aside in the dark forest of his mind for now.

    But that’s not the whole of sexuality. And, even if he wants to avoid the big one for sanity reasons at the moment, he knows about tags, how stupid they are and how prominent. Top or bottom. Dom or sub, which sounds kinkier – but hell, at this point even choosing between being the big or the little spoon appears like a manifest and a self-assertion declaration. And everything too much of a fucking deal."

    2009 Baby Dan cannot possibly be a top – or can he?

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    30 Aug 2026