Enid_nightshade



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    "I have an idea," Shane says, out of nowhere, which is how most of the best sexual experiences of Ilya's entire life have started.

    Ilya isn't really in the mood to try something new. He's feeling mopey and sorry for himself and his broken dick and he doesn't want to let himself and Shane down, again. He was already depressed, anyways, and he doesn't know how many more failures he can take. But Shane looks so bright and hopeful and excited, like he's come up with a thrilling little secret, and Ilya can never say no to him when he makes that particular face. "Go on."

    "I know you don't want to have sex because you feel bad that you can't get hard. But. What if you made me feel bad instead?"

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    Ilya has sexual side effects from his SSRIs. Shane wonders if a little roleplay can make him feel better.

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    Shane
    Last chance. Take your tank top back.

    Lily
    no, it's a fucking gift
    keep it

    Shane
    Fine.
    I'll show you what I do with gifts from alphas like you.

    Lily
    what the hell is that supposed to mean???
    hollander
    fuck

    Shane doesn't get injured after Tampa, and Ilya breaks up with him to save both their hearts. (Un?)Fortunately for Ilya, Shane isn't letting him go without a fight.

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    The perfect ABO fic. Perfect characterisation, torture chamber of their own creation, a lot of jealousy