Etchie
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"You’ll what?”
“You heard what I said, shitty Dazai. He doesn’t want you. Not a single one of them does, but I do. So you’re going to fucking stay here, because you don’t get to leave me again.”
“I’m not participating in this weird ass fantasy where we spend the rest of our lives together. I’m not him and you know it,” Dazai bites out, renewing his efforts to get out of his bindings.
Nakahara’s hand shoots out to pin him against the couch and stop his movements. “I know. Of course, I know that. But he owed me, and now he's fucking dead so you’re the one that’s going to pay on that debt. So, I am going to fucking keep you and when the times comes, I’m going to be the one kill you. You don’t have anything waiting for you out there, and you know it.”
Finally, Dazai stills. He tries to formulate a response, but he's not stupid, and there's no denying the truth. Slowly, he nods, and from above him, Nakahara grins.
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toxic skk situationship breakup + ada distancing themselves + beast chuuya being pulled in from his world = dazai, desperate for some sort of affection, and finding it in the absolute worst way possible
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- Part 5 of bsd fics that r between me, god, and ao3
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08 Aug 2026
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“Love, ex nocte.”
In which loving each other is an essential part of human nature.
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A few years after being rescued and spending almost all of his time with Rimbaud, Verlaine realized he'd developed feelings for his friend and partner.
Unfortunately, his only understanding of romance was directly from the old movies Shakespeare watched.
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Paul Verlaine is a pleasure to observe.
From the fact that he always puts sugar in his coffee to the way he can make the most casual small talk with his victims before ending their lives - he is poetry.
And Arthur Rimbaud is a hopeless romantic.
Both are incomprehensibly lonely.
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touch-starved rimbaud tries to philosophy his loneliness away, and fails. -
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Verlaine learns of Rimbaud's death.
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- Part 5 of Rimlaine Week 2022