Eviltish



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    A rogue undercover drug-investigation goes south, and Carisi needs Barba's help.

    # Kinktober 2025

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    16 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    The trick is to not think about it too hard. Or even at all. Just get through the day without thinking about it, and he'll be fine.

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  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Being in love meant sharing the most intimate parts of yourself. Your hopes, your dreams, your passions, your favourite things… movies.

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    Barba and Carisi watch a porno.

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    01 Dec 2025

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    “You’re Rafael Barba. Assistant District Attorney for Manhattan,” he answered and Rafael let out a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding. At least until Carisi smiled so wide and happy and added, “My husband.”

    The words were so alien to him that he honestly couldn’t respond for a second, just kept staring at Carisi’s happy face and at the stitches in his head while he saw flashes of blood on the car window. He couldn’t imagine his expression but knew it was something less than comforting as he watched Carisi’s face fall, his eyebrows draw together.

    “What?” Carisi asked finally, eyes flitting to the nurse still hovering in the corner of the room. “What’s the matter?”

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    [Or, Carisi gets amnesia and believes they're married and Rafael has to play along... risking his own heart in the process.]

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    One time last year, Julie at school asked him why he looked so tired, and Chris was too tired to think about it, so he just told the truth, just said “I had a dream about my mom last night.”

    And Julie sort of ducked her head, a little awkward and then hopeful, like maybe it was something they had in common, “I dream about my cousin who died a few years ago sometimes. It’s like we’re still hanging out, like she’s not dead for a minute. It’s kind of nice, right?”

    “Right,” said Chris, but it was a lie. In Chris’s dreams, Mom is always dying.

    Or, Chris does the Kim plot instead of Eddie.

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