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   And how could you be no one (When you're everything to me) by Nostoi

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Time Reset
   • Mutual Pining
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Getting Back Together
   • parallel timelines
   • Memory Loss (Sort Of?)
   • Protective Ilya Rozanov
   • Soft Shane Hollander
   • Slow Burn
   • Self-Sabotage
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • fear of being forgotten
   • Identity Issues
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Grief
   • emotional whiplash
   • Fix-It (but make it existential)
   • Canon-Typical Hockey
   • All-Star Game
   • Hospital scene
   • Balcony Scene
   • Dementia (Parent)
   • Parental Death
   • Suicidal Ideation (mentioned)
   • No Major Character Death
   • lets all hold hands and traverse through the torture nexus

   Summary

   After one reckless night, Ilya Rosanov makes a wish: that he had never been with Shane Hollander.

   The universe listens.

    

   (Part of a series but this is a stand alone story)

   Series

   • Part 3 of In every life (Hollanov What if...?)
   • Part 1 of Through Every Door

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   22,549

   Chapters:

   3/3

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   Bookmarked by Fan288884

   27 Apr 2026

   Bookmarker's Tags:

   • Hollanov wish they never got together