Fourth_Wall_Rebuilder
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- 9-1-1 (TV) (3)
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Buck feels like he is drowning all over again. Eddie has feelings he is afraid voice, so he writes them down instead. Both can't, or won't face the truth of their feelings for each other. Until an accident as Buck is driving to El Paso because he can't stand the thought of being away from Eddie or Chris a second longer forces them to confront the feeling they hold inside so desperatly.
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The day we met I had been rude to you, standoffish and cold. Still, as the world came back into focus and the adrenaline faded you looked at me with the kind of warmth that had previously been unfounded in my life. You decreed, “You can have my back any day”.
Unconditional trust, you gave me that when even I could not give it to myself.
Now I have stood above your broken body and know I was never worthy of the trust you had in me. The back I promised to protect is shattered like my soul, unfixable and permanently, irrevocably deformed.
For you have to be alive to heal, and silence echoes in my chest since your last breath rattled out of yours. The blood in my body pumps, but my heart fell out of the sky tonight, plummeting and splattering on the tarmac. Like a palimpsest, while the cement has been washed I can still make out the outline of where your body had once laid.
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Eddie is not a religious man, or at least he didn't think he was.
In which Buck gives Eddie a religious crisis.