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   your body as my mirror by eurydicees

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Mature
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   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   11 Jun 2026

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Alternate Universe - Soulmates
   • Canon Compliant
   • Heavy Angst
   • Getting Together
   • Self-Harm
   • more details on the self-harm in the notes
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Angst and Feels
   • [shakespeare critic voice] it ends with a marriage so therefore it can't be a tragedy
   • Insecure Ilya Rozanov
   • Non-Sexual Intimacy

   Summary

   The first thing that people notice when they look at Ilya is the way that the word disappointment carves itself in jagged, angry letters along his jawline. This is not the worst mark he bears—it’s just the most visible.

   (In which the most hurtful things your soulmate has thought about themself appear as words cut into your body. Shane and Ilya find reasons to love each other anyway.)

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