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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    She’ll tell him. In a few days, once she’s had a chance to break the news to Raven, she’ll explain everything. She’ll tell him, and he’ll be mad, but he’ll understand why she couldn’t say anything tonight. He’ll forgive her, and everything will be fine. 

    In a few days, everything will be fine.

    Tonight, though, she curls up into a ball, and cries.

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    Surprise! It won't be fine! here's another modern angsty AU where Clarke gets ditched by all her friends including Bellamy, but this time even longer

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    05 Jan 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    Clarke left Arkadia for Polis six years ago, swearing to never return. Now being a single parent in a bad part of town has forced her to return to the town she once called home. Bellamy was one of her closest friends, and is now Arkadia's newest Kindergarten teacher. What happens when her daughter ends up in his class? What happens when he finds out she left because of him? AU/MD Bellarke

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    06 Jan 2021

  3. Public Bookmark 73

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    ”Overreacting much?” he says, looking at her.

    ”Not really, no”, she answers. ”Just know when I’m not welcome and recognize an asshole when I see one.”

    When Clarke first meets Bellamy, she really doesn’t like him. In fact, she kind of hates his smug, cocky attitude and that annoying smirk on his beautiful face. But then somehow he grows on her. Until one day she realises he is all she wants. But Bellamy doesn’t do relationships, and neither does Clarke.

    But then an accident happens and everything Bellamy and Clarke thought they knew about themselves and each other changes.

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    06 Jan 2021

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    She lived.

    And for that, Bellamy has never stopped being punished.

    A siren AU where Bellamy becomes human and accidentally stumbles onto the very human he failed to kill all those years ago.

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    06 Jan 2021

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    Viking Bellamy prepares for the journey of a lifetime. Clarke Griffin is the new, mysterious girl that wants to join him.

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    06 Jan 2021