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I’ll move the stars for you by ImNotAnOwl
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
11 Jun 2023
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Joel sets up a little surprise for Ellie with glow-in-the-dark stars.
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Blood Upon the Snow by ImNotAnOwl
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
28 May 2023
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During their first winter in Jackson, Ellie is triggered by the snow storm hitting them. Joel is determined to help his daughter as best as he can, and, over the years, make her enjoy the snow again.
Or: A soft and worried Joel comforts a very traumatised Ellie.
This fic will span over the first couple of winters spent in Jackson.
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Fluff then pain. Yennefer dreams of being pregnant and wakes up to a hard reality.
I don't know how else to describe it. It's just something I'm pretty sure could happen in Yenna's life. I thought of her having such kind of dreams once and it wrecked me, so I had to write it. I'm kinda sorry...A Yenralt fanfic for you. Lots of angst and some comfort by the end.
CW WARNING: Loss of baby (sort of). Sort of miscarriage.
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Birthday present by ImNotAnOwl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
15 Apr 2021
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WARNING: CONTAINS ACOSF SPOILERS
Do not read if you haven't read ACOSF or doesn't want to be spoiled, obviously.Gwyn offers a small birthday gift of her making to Azriel after their training session.
Fluff and sass as always with those two! -
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Feysand's child finally says her first word and it's definitely not what Rhysand hoped for!
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You Come Around And The Armor Falls by bibliophiliaxvignette for seven_autumn
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
10 Aug 2025
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Taking a fortifying breath, Gwyn decides just out with it. She’s never been the type to beat around the bush or shy away from things, so she won’t start now. She meets his expectant gaze.
“Azriel, you know my history.” His eyebrow quirks slightly.
“Yes…”
“And you’ve been training me now for a long time.” He nods, encouraging her to continue.
“I trust you.” His eyebrows raise and he swallows.
“That’s good, Gwyn.” His voice is soft. His eyes jump between each of hers, and his shadows vibrate anxiously, not used to be being a step behind.
“I’ve decided that I’m ready to learn about the ways of intimacy. And I want you to be the one to teach me.”
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Gwyn feels safe with Azriel in a way she hasn't experienced since that horrible night in Sangravah and she realizes that he may be the only male that she'll ever be comfortable being intimate with, so she decides to ask him to train her in a new arena... if you know what I mean.
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02 Jan 2024
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In Any Lifetime, Darling by WordsAndWishes for camihearts
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
31 Jan 2024
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Many months have passed since the end of the War, but not all wounds have healed. Repairs, both emotional and physical, are still underway. When Feyre finally finds a break in her schedule, she feels duty-bound to visit the one place she thought she’d never return to: her old village. With Rhys by her side, she takes a trip through old memories.
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29 Dec 2023
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a heart, a hand to hold onto by becomethesun
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
31 Dec 2023
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If she’s being honest with herself, the real problem is that every time she looks at those pink stripes, she’s back to that night in December, Joel’s sharp words ringing in her ears, sure as hell ain’t your dad, come dawn we’re going our separate ways, sitting on that window seat with her knees hugged to her chest for hours afterwards, staring at the wallpaper and waiting and waiting and waiting for him to come back and tell her that he changed his mind, that he’s not leaving her.
She knows how the story ends, she knows that even though he never apologized, he did wait for her, he didn’t leave her, but those stupid pink walls keep reminding her that everyone leaves her eventually.
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When emergency home repairs kick Ellie and Joel out of their house in Jackson, they temporarily move in with Tommy and Maria. One could say it's a full house. (Featuring Miller Family Bonding and Ellie's abandonment issues and a nonzero amount of Lord of the Rings references.)
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- Part 1 of kin (a canon-divergent au)
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01 Nov 2023
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the patron saint of one-way trips by ciaconnaa
Fandoms: The Last of Us (TV), The Last of Us (Video Games)
29 Sep 2023
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"I cut off my fingers."
Joel wills himself to look at her hand before reacting; her finger, while bloody and needing stitches, is very much still on her hand. “No, baby, you didn’t cut off your fingers."
“I did, I did” she chants lightly. “I did. I cut off fingers. It's what I do. Ears, too. Like Monet. No? Van Gogh.” She looks at Jesse: expression blank, shaking shoulders, mouth in a soft frown. “The nose got real crooked. His eyes were closed, but they probably popped like raspberries.” Jesse’s face goes pale and he looks Joel’s way, silently begging for help. “No, wait. Grapes. Right? Do they pop like grapes, Joel?”
“Baby," his voice breaks as he watches her tremble and bleed. "Look at me, huh?” He shakes her a little, not having the heart to pinch her arm to try and bring her back. “Right at me. We’re gonna fix you up. Trust me.”
For a moment she stops shaking, eyes on him. Searching his face for a lie. Almost expecting it.
But he knows he only has himself to blame.
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Ellie, Joel, and the weight of their lies as they settle into Jackson.
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01 Nov 2023
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Show Me Everything by Shulkitten
Fandoms: Throne of Glass Series - Sarah J. Maas, Sarah J
07 Aug 2023
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Fixing the notorious fade to black scene between Elide and Lorcan.
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17 Aug 2023