Gifts for ItsAly

List of Gifts

• married to silence by frisbeetheturd for ItsAly

  Fandoms: Saturday Night Live RPF, Saturday Night Live Sketches, Weekend Update (SNL), Late Night Host RPF  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  25 Mar 2026

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Seth Meyers/Stefon
  • Alexi Ashe/Seth Meyers (mentioned)
  • Seth Meyers
  • Stefon (Saturday Night Live) (mentioned)
  • Alexi Ashe (mentioned)
  • Hurt No Comfort
  • Angst
  • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
  • Dreams and Nightmares
  • How Do I Tag
  • My First AO3 Post
  • English Is Not The Author's First Language
  • Suicidal Ideation
  • I don’t know if it’s obvious but it’s there
  • no beta we die like toxic masculinity every time Seth Meyers is on TV
  • Song: Fireworks (Mitski)

  Summary

  Seth, like he does every night, realizes he’s living on other people’s joy. It’s his temporary antidepressant, a ninety-five-minute break from the ugly, shattered remnants of a person that he truly is.

  Late one night, Seth comes home after work to his same old life. Nothing has changed, and nothing will change.

  WHAT IF:
  Seth didn’t run after Stefon on that could-have-been-fateful day. They never got married, and Stefon never returned to Weekend Update.

  Series

  • Part 1 of hopes and nightmares

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,496

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  11

  Kudos:

  12

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  130