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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    After getting into a fight, Dan gets hurt. They will have to work through their problems whether they like it or not.
    AKA-Phil is dumb, then Dan is dumb. Phil then has to take care of a depressed and, literally, broken Dan.
    Not good at summaries. It's better than you think... I hope.

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    7/?
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    18 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 2

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    “Hey, Martyn here… Phil really liked this pretty girl back at his school and um the ‘girl’ was actually a guy— his name is Daniel Howell… or Dan as Phil would say and they've been really getting along— he uh— he says some things about letters and how the other guy doesn't really like to talk bullshit… it seems to have helped Phil a lot when he was you know…

    But now he ran like crazy out of the house and uh— tripped almost actually…Um… He was moving with urgency like super speed just threw on a fucking scarf and all— might have something to do with Dan the pretty guy… but uhm— I just wanted you to check on Phil yeah?

    And call back… I hope I do hear something’

    The line goes dead.

     

    The lake that felt freezing cold felt more like that too.

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    15 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    Dan and Phil embark on their Terrible Influnce Tour at the height of a relapse in Dan's eating disorder.
    Title from Buried Myself Alive by The Used

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    Chapters:
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    26 Oct 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 4

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    Dan Howell is sick. He knows it.
    *a projection fanfic*

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    26 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 60

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    By definition, Dan Howell is not mentally well. He’s slowly losing hope and realizing that he’s not capable of having a ‘normal’ life with the list of mental disorders that suffocate his will to live.

    Honestly, Dan isn’t sure if it’s really worth it to try and survive.

    Until Phil Lester involuntarily steps into Dan’s life and by Phil’s definition, Dan’s more than worth it.

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    26 Oct 2025