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... and Phil by lovely_internet_stranger for CheeIsntOnFire, ziglikesrain
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
27 Feb 2026
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It is 2018. Interactive Introverts almost killed Dan. All of the sudden, Phil gives an announcement: he is going to leave for a hiatus. Why?
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07 Apr 2026
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Dan sees a man on his holiday to Nice, France and he can't forget him. They're pushed together by what seems to be fate but Dan knows it's just coincidence and he has to learn how to deal with his feelings instead of just pushing them down.
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04 Apr 2026
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Every Time I See You Falling (I Get Down On My Knees and Pray) by lizzievampr
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
03 Apr 2026
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All things considered, Dan was happy. Happier than he ever imagined he would be, at least. Still, something was always lacking. It felt like one of his internal organs was missing, like it had been taken from him somewhere along the way, leaving behind a dull ache that pulsed with intensified pain now and then. He felt it when he was alone at a party, standing in the corner. When he was making forced small talk at a bar. When it was late at night and his bed was cold and empty. When he played MarioKart alone on his couch. When he was making his morning coffee and instinctively reached for that second mug. When he was out in public and caught a glimpse of a tall bony frame with a head of dyed black hair.
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Dan Howell quit YouTube after he broke the heart of the first boy he ever loved. That was thirteen years ago. After a lot of struggling (and a lot of therapy) he is now a well known mental health podcaster. When he is suddenly thrown back together with Phil Lester, he can't bring himself to stay out of his orbit. And it seems like maybe, just maybe, Phil doesn't want him to.
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04 Apr 2026
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in the rearview mirror by c_ntralperk
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
15 Jan 2026
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dan and phil au except its actually just a teen girl projecting her feelings onto a grown man
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dan comes out to his mum and the events that led him there
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14 Jan 2026
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In Real Life by whatmorecanisay1
Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)
30 Dec 2025
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What has he gotten himself into?
What started as some online flirting with the vlogger he fancied has quickly become a disaster for Dan. Could this shaky, beating, warm, thing he feels for Phil be love?
If so, what is he meant do with that?
How is he meant to face his sexuality while simultaneously gaining online attention he never asked for?
Most of all, how can Dan keep hold of the only thing that matters to him, Phil, without losing himself in the process?LONG FIC updating weekly in 2026 following Dan and Phil from their first time meeting online until Hard Launch era 2026.
Character study type thing.Im not interested in being an archeologist, so all interactions between D and P are things that are consensually publicly available or completely fiction. Will be mostly complaint to the real life D and P canon but with some character stuff added by me
This will depict mental health struggles.
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01 Jan 2026