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Cal had been busy recently, trying to make a good impression on Rachel's friends and all. He hadn't noticed the subtle changes in Andre's behavior. Dozing off in classes, skipping lunch, angry red lines poking out from under Andre's sleeves.
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Andre is depressed and needs Cal to know one last thing.
(title is Boy by Alex G.)
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30 Nov 2025
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Cal Gabriel and his relationship with God.
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08 Oct 2024
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The infuriating fire inside of his body was burning bright with every little sense of passion he felt in that very moment. What was beauty if not the combination of life that makes living beautiful?
Calvin never sought life to be so exciting, the engraving images of not wanting to live were carved so deep into his skull, he had almost forgotten what it meant to appreciate things as they were.
Beauty was something he felt he was missing out on throughout his life, he didn’t think of himself as something worth beautiful, but his friend, how Andre Kriegman managed to look like a sacred piece of art even while presenting himself as someone who was beaten up as well as beating up whoever he felt deserved it.
Deep inside, he observed the silent movements and gestures that were present in Andre’s presence, the slimness of his waist while still showing some muscular features, how even while his face was covered and painted with small red dots, his eyes showed a simple boy who just needed to be recognized.
Andre was this beautiful creature that Calvin needed more of.
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Two dark shadows, being walked around by the soles of the blind, they felt themselves reaching around, hoping for something to grab onto that would make them feel like they actually belonged. But it was hopeless, they were hopeless and foolish to believe that they of all people were able to get their happy ending.
The knives grew sharp, the blade glistened and all Calvin could think about was how he would surrender everything when it came to his dear friend. They were no saints, far from it really, but once the night sky filled with worship rested upon his weary mind, he prayed to never let him have the thought of ruining his life if it meant Andre was there alongside him.
Animal thirsty, the feeling of his ribcage opening up just slightly in order to allow Andre’s love inside, poking at his own heart until their heartbeat matched each other’s pace. He’d want to feel his best friend more than anything, the urge to hold, embrace, latching onto the boy until each destruous thought completely spilled out from his head.
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25 Jun 2024
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ermmmm zero day? more like FREAKY day 👅💦
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24 Jun 2024