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The truth is, it’s been a little difficult to be around Hongjoong these past few months. In a way, it’s Seonghwa’s own fault, for wanting things he can’t have and getting his hopes up over and over again, just to have them crushed like a dry, brittle leaf in the palm of his hand, looking as the dust flies away with the wind. He should’ve known, watching the play of light on the waters of Lake Como, that some things weren’t meant to be.
Before the last concert of their North American tour, Seonghwa and Hongjoong spend five days at an upscale villa in Los Angeles. Those five days change everything. It's been a long time coming.
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29 Mar 2026
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The truth is, Seonghwa hasn't been well for a while now, probably longer than he'll ever admit to, and now that everything is culminating into the awful cramps he's been feeling, he's a little scared that he's waited too long to get himself checked; what could have been easy enough to take care of feels like it's killing him, and he finally understands what it means to die a slow, painful death.
Or maybe he just ate something bad. He's not really sure.
All he knows for certain is that it's getting worse.
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Seonghwa legitimately thinks he's dying. Turns out, he's casually in labour in a broken down company van, in the middle of nowhere with no cell reception. It's just... he can't possibly be pregnant.
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28 Mar 2026
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"Where do ye want me, love?"
He allowed Seonghwa to take his hand and guide it downward, taking the hint once they were almost to their destination—while Seonghwa's hand dipped between his thighs from above, Hongjoong chose to come in and meet him from behind for his own comfort. His calloused fingers found the inside of Seonghwa's thigh, and then his lover's hand. As he was guided to his beloved's entrance and felt the obscene bulge of their child's head just behind the tight ring of muscle, his gaze never strayed from Seonghwa's face. His own eyes burned and tears threatened to spill over while he tried his hardest to keep himself composed; it was hard with the overwhelming amount of love he felt as his fingers automatically followed the vague teardrop shape of Seonghwa's rim and it hit him harder than ever that they would very soon have a little piece of both of them out in the world and wrapped protectively in their arms.
A physical representation of their love, even if they hadn't asked to be parents.
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Hongjoong accidentally knocks up his mercreature lover and goes through all the five stages of grief while assisting in the birth of their child.
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- Part 1 of let the sea take us away.
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28 Mar 2026
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It’s the most they’ve been around each other since they moved out of their old dorms, and Seonghwa finds himself thrown out of his equilibrium every once in a while. He thought that years of sharing a room with Hongjoong had inoculated him against the mesmerizing power of Hongjoong’s presence. But this whole process has only served to remind Seonghwa how impossible it is for anyone to take their eyes off Hongjoong, how inevitable that one would be affected by his gravitational pull.
Seonghwa’s name might hide a star within its strokes, but in truth, he’s been orbiting around Hongjoong for the longest time.
Seonghwa and Hongjoong hook up the night they finish recording MATZ. They don't talk about it.
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12 Mar 2026
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Hongjoong knows he's falling for his FWB, but he's failed every relationship he's been in and he's afraid to fuck things up.
Seonghwa knows his FWB is not a relationship guy, but he can't help but pine over him anyway.They can't risk what they already have in case they lose what they really want, so they use their mouths for kissing instead of talking.
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28 Feb 2026