Lillyloops
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Jisung wants Minho to be his new hobby. Learning each tick and hum. The way his bones creak and his breath tumbles from his lips. He wants to become an expert.
He thinks Minho could be the hobby that sticks. The thing that will finally stop the clock on his humiliating, slow demise— his deterioration into nothing but soil, and dirt, and the dust of flower petals that never grow correctly.
He’ll have to see.
(OR: Jisung is saving himself for his step-brother; Minho is home for the summer.)
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07 Jun 2026
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“We kept crossing the line, pretending it was an accident,until it wasn’t.”
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Minho and his friends are planning a short trip, a sort of escape from their routine, without any big plans. By mistake, they end up with an extra ticket. Instead of wasting it, they decide to sell it online at the last minute. Minho doesn’t think it’s a good idea. But he doesn’t insist too much either.
Minho has always been certain of who he is. He likes girls. He knows what he wants. He believes he understands how things work, or at least tells himself he does.
Jisung has never had that certainty. At home, he deals with emotional and physical abuse, learning to stay quiet and survive while pretending everything is fine.
They clash, pull each other in, and blur every line.
Minho realizes his feelings don’t fit what he believed about himself, he doesn’t like girls. Accepting it brings fear of attachment, loss of control, and what Jisung awakens in him.
Jisung refuses to be an experiment or a phase. Between tension and distance, they keep crossing lines until nothing is pretend anymore. And once the line breaks, neither of them knows how to go back to what they were before.
Bookmarked by Lillyloops
05 Jun 2026