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  1. Public Bookmark 36

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    you're already ruined. god isn't real and if he is he has abandoned you, but, maybe, that isn't such a terrible thing, for you have found a new one, and She cares for you in ways he never did.

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    your well-intentioned friends convince you to try and find a place in lottie's "intentional community", not knowing she would only make you WORSE

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    28 Sep 2023

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    “Lottie? Lottie Matthews?” Nat asks incredulously. Lottie practically beams that Nat apparently remembers her, but if Nat is being honest with herself, she barely does.

    Lottie Matthews was on her high school soccer team for basically a year and a half. They had hit it off well enough, they worked well as a team, and then her rich-as-fuck dad produced some hit movie and hauled his entire family off to California never to be seen again.

    So this is where she ended up.

     

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    lottie is a rising star actress and nat is the frontman for a rock band called the Yellowjackets. they have an ill-advised hookup. fake dating ensues

     

    UPDATE 12/31: 👀

     

    UPDATE 9/1: NEW SIDE ONE SHOT "honey (are you coming)" OUT NOW!! go read some smutty fun i wrote to get back into character
    https://archiveofourown.org/works/58601647

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    30 Jul 2023

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    Rocker nat

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    She feels terrible about it, and it’s selfish, but she really wants Natalie and Travis to break up. She knows it's not going to happen, but she can’t help how she's a little in love with her, and she knows that feeling isn’t going away. She's tried and it isn't fucking happening.

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    22 Jul 2023

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    Lottienat Au

  4. Public Bookmark 20

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    Natalie wouldn’t say she’s thriving, or anything, but she’s not constantly miserable, either, and that has to count for something, right? It’s not like she was thriving before.

    She’s okay, as long as she keeps busy.

    Busy usually involves Lottie.

    OR: Nat and Lottie, the in-between years; before rehab and Switzerland and all the other shit, they kind of have a good thing going.

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    18 Jul 2023

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    😭 post crash Lottienat

  5. Public Bookmark 54

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    Lottie could burst out laughing at how ridiculous this whole situation is. Maybe she drank too much, passed out on the Taylor’s backyard and this whole thing is a fever dream.

    It has to be.

    Because if it’s not, then Lottie is royally fucked.

    She thinks of Natalie all the damn time and yet did not think any of this interaction through. Suggesting to fake date her crush to make her ex jealous is already bad enough, what is she supposed to do now that Natalie agreed to do it?

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    18 Jul 2023

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    Lottienat