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    Yosano studies the pen she's twirling between her fingers before hurling it at Dazai.

    Dazai makes no move to catch it, in contrast, he startles when the pen hits his coat.

    He blinks at her as the pen drops and rolls along the floor. "That was mean," he notes in a lighthearted tone.

    Yosano shoots up from her desk just about ready to cut him to pieces with a chainsaw.

    "You idiot," she seethes.

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    04 May 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 53

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    Something shifted low in his chest. Not pain, not yet—something older, instinctive. It felt like a pulse out of step with his own, searching for rhythm. He’d walled it off, starved it, until even he could pretend it wasn’t there.
    And Chuuya—of course he’d felt the absence.

    “Since when,” he managed, rough as sandpaper. “do you run from a fight?”

    Chuuya didn’t even look up taking the glass from his hand. “Since my partner was bleeding out and pretending he wasn’t.”

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    Dazai should have seen it coming.
    A bullet, a wound, a pulse that was never entirely his own—one step too far, one heartbeat too close, and suddenly the past isn’t past.

    When a routine mission goes wrong, Dazai is forced to face a presence he’s spent years pretending didn’t matter.

    Enemies and partners, broken and stubborn, he and Chuuya discover that some tethers refuse to be ignored—

    —no matter how hard he tries.

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    30 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 45

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    The chill was creeping in now that the heat of the fight had worn off. Chuuya could still feel the pulse of it—but the ache was good. Grounding. Proof he was still here. Still breathing.

    And Dazai was missing.
    Typical.

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    Dazai always disappears after missions.
    It’s nothing new—just another pain in the ass Chuuya’s learned to tolerate. But tonight, something feels different. The bruises haven’t healed right. The reports don’t match the damage. And that smile—too smooth, too empty—hasn’t reached his eyes in months.

    Chuuya tells himself it’s fine. That Dazai is fine. Because if he isn’t… then Chuuya’s already missed something he can’t afford to miss.

    Because when someone lies like it’s second nature—when every “I’m fine” is just another punchline—you stop asking what’s real.

    Until it’s too late...

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    30 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    "You think this is some kind of joke?" Chuuya spat. The barrel pressed up beneath Dazai’s chin, forcing his head back like he was something pathetic—something to be studied. Or executed. The jury was still out. “Say it. Say what this is. You owe me that much.”

    “You wouldn’t believe me." Dazai laughed—frayed at the edges, like silk torn on wire. "And you’d hate me anyway.”

    “I already do.”

    Fleeing the Port Mafia was never going to be clean—it was a manhunt, knives in the dark, blood in the water. Dazai knew the price of betrayal, and he was prepared to pay it. Almost.

    What he wasn’t prepared for was facing Chuuya again.
    Not like this.
    Not with a gun between them, a loaded silence, and too many things left unsaid.

    Caught between a past too bloody to forget and a future built on half-truths, the two are forced to confront the fallout of everything they never said—and in the wreckage, something fragile that refuses to die.

    They’re left treading the line between defection and duty, betrayal and mercy, and the dangerous weight of what it means to be chosen.

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    30 Apr 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 38

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    Chuuya discovered that Dazai is being abused by Mori. With Kouyou's help both of them go to Musutafu and turn themselves in hoping that the heroes will protect them.

    I advise you to read the notes in the beginning.

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    28 Apr 2026