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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    "Your desire was never the problem," Andrés tells him, quietly.

    Martín laughs, in a quiet sob. "Yes, it was. It's fine, Andrés. I'm a grown man. I'm well past wishing my straight best friend wanted me."

    But Andrés does want him. Or he thinks he does – it's so difficult to tell, when he can't properly explore it. Why's everything so difficult, between them, nowadays?

    (He should've found a better way to break Martín's heart.)

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    03 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    "Where did you even get a love potion? Let's start with that."

    "I... ordered it online," Andrés says, gesturing at the packaging he hasn't yet cleared away, and winces. He already knows what Martín will say.

    "You— that's so fucking stupid, Andrés. You can't just drink some random potions you find online."

    Andrés bristles. "Well, it worked," he mutters, sulkily. "I'm incredibly in love with you."

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    10 May 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    Palermo had stolen from a small gallery, but he'd made the crime showy. It had it all – explosives, wrongly accused parties, even an affair had been made public, between the (married) gallery proprietor and his 19-year old (male) intern.

    The crime had all the hallmarks of being made to draw attention, almost desperate to be written about. It was a shout into the void: I'm here, can you see me?

    Andrés saw, and it made him smile. All this effort, for his sake alone.

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    01 Feb 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 15

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    Martín groans; he has to close his eyes against it, squeezing them shut. He takes a few deep breaths in an effort to centre himself.

    But he knows his alcohol, and this isn't it. He's been drunk all night, and this is something else.

    “I– there's something wrong with me,” he says slowly, having to force the words out, because his mouth is starting to feel like cotton.

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    19 Aug 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    All his adult life, the only thing Andrés has wanted is to meet a vampire.

    Well, to meet a vampire would be one thing – at least it would be a sound beginning towards achieving his ultimate goal.

    What he truly wants is for a vampire to drink his blood.

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    09 May 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I'm so proud of this one

  6. Public Bookmark 29

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    So it takes Andrés a month before he cracks, all because it becomes tiresome, in the end. To tell Martín a story, and repeat it, and repeat it, and repeat it. To watch their plan turn from a near-complete masterpiece to a work still in progress, to witness their greatest discoveries become undone.

    He could live like this.

    But he would prefer not to.

    // In which Andrés lives his life again in reverse, until he fixes whatever mistakes he once made.

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    12 Feb 2024

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I can not emphasis how much I love this one

  7. Public Bookmark 3

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    Andrés knew he shouldn't. And perhaps it was him, all along; maybe he was the snake that ruined Eden, the serpent that coaxed Martín onto a path of sin from which there would be no return. Maybe he was the poison that corroded their friendship, that day, and maybe he was the one who would go on to taint everything with his greed.

    But he didn't care. He was in the mood to make mistakes; colossal, cruel, he wanted them all, no matter their cost. He was drawn in by a darkness in Martín, and wanted to lose himself in it.

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    08 Feb 2024

  8. Public Bookmark 2

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    "I'd rather steal a bottle of whisky. A bottle so expensive they write about us in the papers."

    "What's stopping you?"

    Martín shrugged. Oh, he hated this. What was Andrés even trying to do? Give him a lesson in living life to the fullest, like the sidekick in a children's animated film?

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    23 Jan 2024

  9. Public Bookmark 39

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    The young man gets down on his knees, but looks up at Andrés with a defiance that reminds him distinctly of Martín; the reason why he's doing all this. He tries to focus on that. He's only letting that filthy mouth anywhere near him because of Martín – his brilliant engineer, his friend. His companion. He wants to give Martín more than he has.

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    23 Jan 2024

  10. Public Bookmark 36

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    "You said he should marry, so that he can stay in the country. Hence, you're looking at his husband." Andrés motions at himself. "Isn't that lovely?"

    Trust Andrés to do something exactly like this. To take an innocent throwaway line and wrestle it into his new life plan. To make Sergio an accessory to his crime, and claim that he'd once endorsed this.

    “You cannot just–”

    “Turns out I can,” Andrés says, and for a moment, something dangerous flashes in his gaze, “And I did.”

    // In which Sergio accidentally convinces Andrés to marry his best friend, and isn't prepared to having to deal with that.

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    22 Dec 2023

  11. Public Bookmark 16

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    "I still see your paintings around," Martín offers, aiming for casual observation but landing somewhere between desperate to talk and revealing too much, "Whether I want to or not. Seems like it's all," he makes a vague gesture to try and capture it, "working out for you."

    "Thank you," Andrés says, but he doesn't sound like he particularly means it. Maybe Martín's opinions no longer matter to him.

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    22 Dec 2023

  12. Public Bookmark 24

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    "We don't need to get along," Andrés said, "You of all people should know, that has nothing to do with this. I don't trust you as far as I could throw you–"

    "I hate you."

    "–but that doesn't mean we couldn't have a great fuck. Tell me you're not interested."

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    14 Oct 2023

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