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   would you not have survived? by broccolicheddarchicken

   Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   15 May 2025

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   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Anya | Ilya Rozanov's Dog
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Light Angst
   • Nightmares
   • Trauma
   • Ilya is a good husband
   • and shane is very cozy
   • Post-Canon
   • Domestic Fluff
   • Married Couple
   • Spoilers for Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • Written before Heated Rivalry (TV)

   Summary

   Shane thought about it, a lot more than he should've. And it showed. It showed in the way he'd begged Ilya to sell his Ducati the summer they got married. It showed in the number of times he'd had to calm his racing mind when Ilya took twenty minutes longer than expected at the grocery store.

   It showed in his heaving breaths, now. He was sitting up in his bed, his husband sleeping peacefully next to him, and he felt like he was on the edge of a panic attack.

   The plane didn't crash, and Ilya didn't die.

   Shane still feels the aftershocks.

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