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Seungmin wasn't depressed.
He was just...
Numb.
Yeah.
Numb.
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22 Dec 2025
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When all of this is over, I'll take shelter under the orange tree by Amplier
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
19 Dec 2025
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"F-fuck." He groans out as the thumping drowns out any other noise that might have seeped through the walls. The pain is horrible, but it will pass. It always does. The tears begin to fall silently as he rocks back and forth in the bed, trying to dull it—help it.
Seungmin wasn't always like this. These constant drops didn't happen. He knows what could fix it. He knows that this pain is a choice that he willingly put himself into. It keeps him safe. It is his protection.
He was classified as a sub at the age of 20. Subs have a need to be put into a headspace, usually referred to as subspace, somewhat regularly to keep these drops from happening. To keep them healthy. Seungmin now chooses not to be put into subspace. Not anymore.
If he were allowing a dom to put him in subspace, he wouldn't have to deal with this pain, but this is pain he has control over. He is inflicting this on himself. He knows what to expect. He knows what it does to him. He would rather this control than that fear.
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20 Dec 2025
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Seungmin knows he shouldn't compare himself to someone he doesn't even know truly, but he can't help but unconsciously repeat the cycle. This cycle. A cycle that never breaks, that will never break. Jisung was just perfect, he looked perfect, he was perfect. Minho loved him, not Seungmin.
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20 Dec 2025
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A look into the behind-the-scenes life of Seungmin’s idol life
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17 Dec 2025
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Being an Omega in a famous boyband is hard enough — but falling for the leader makes it almost unbearable. Seungmin tries everything to push down his feelings and avoid Chan, but when the truth finally slips out, he can only hope that Chan will be as gentle as always… right?
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19 Oct 2025