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  1. Public Bookmark 74

    high strung. by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    11 Jan 2026

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    What kind of role model can't handle a little bit of pressure?

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    Shane has a bad day, leading to a meltdown. Ilya helps pick up the pieces.

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  2. Public Bookmark 85

    Show Me How my Body Works by for falterfreundin, Renee561

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    07 Jan 2026

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    It's the festive season, and university student Ilya needs a job.

    Lush is hiring.

    Also Known As: Ilya: Worlds Worst Lush Employee

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    how long? by

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Sex was supposed to make you feel good, wasn't it? But he didn't have a clearer mind, or a more relaxed body. If anything, his mind was foggier, his body more tense, than before or during the act.

    His stomach ached, the same way it did before a big game. The same way it did when his dad saw them at the cottage. The same way it did back when he was in school, hiding in classrooms to avoid the bullies that looked down on him. It ached like a storm was coming, like bile was crawling its way up his throat. Nothing ever came out.

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  4. Public Bookmark 92

    virtue theory by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    01 Jan 2026

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    When Shane thought back on his life, he could not identify a serious misstep. Nothing should be wrong with him. He'd done everything exactly how he was supposed to.

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    No One Noticed by Anonymous

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    12 Jan 2026

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    Some nights, alone in another anonymous hotel room, Shane scrolls through old photos on his phone. His face rounder. His smile easier. He tries to remember what it felt like not to think about food at all. The memory feels fuzzy, distant, like something that happened to a different version of him. He wonders—briefly, dangerously—if Ilya would notice if he got worse. Not better. Not “healthier.” Worse.

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