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   Breathe through the night by ephemeral_feathers

   Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   02 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Flins/Illuga (Genshin Impact)
   • Flins (Genshin Impact)
   • Illuga (Genshin Impact)
   • NPCs and original characters only show up briefly in a couple chapters as needed
   • POV Illuga (Genshin Impact)
   • Flins gets one POV chapter
   • Trans Illuga (Genshin Impact)
   • trans character written by a trans author
   • Trans Mpreg | Trans Male Pregnancy
   • Abortion
   • Gender Dysphoria
   • Whump
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Character Study
   • takes place pre archon quest
   • Illuga doesn't know that Flins is a fae
   • Illuga has trauma
   • and then I give him more! yay!
   • Friends with Benefits
   • Miscommunication
   • in that Illuga can only make assumptions about Flins and Flins doesn't correct him
   • and Flins is going out of his way to obscure the truth and Illuga doesn't quite catch on
   • non-canon fae lore
   • not beta read because I ain't ready to tell my friends I wrote an abortion fic

   Summary

   Illuga knows he's hopelessly in love. What he can't figure out is how Flins actually feels about him. They never discuss the implications of what goes on between them in the bedroom, and he doesn't know why. But he doesn't want to be the one to break the silence and ruin the not-quite-relationship they have.
   In the midst of this confusion, Illuga discovers he's pregnant and he knows he can't cope with such drastic changes in his life. He tries to deal with the issue himself and leave his feelings behind him, but that proves impossible when Flins offers to help him. Maybe there's still time to figure out what they mean to each other — if Illuga can survive the ordeal.

   A fic that's partly about terminating a pregnancy, but ended up being just as much about love and guilt.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   54,701

   Chapters:

   13/13

   Comments:

   58

   Kudos:

   220

   Bookmarks:

   26

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   4,313

   Bookmarked by Riamliam

   04 May 2026