Saiyu



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    “Is five million won a month enough for you?”
    “You…” Minho's voice cracks. “…you’re out of your mind.”
    “Probably.” Jisung shrugs. “But it’ll cover taking care of my body’s needs.”
    “And this time…”
    “I’ll top.”

    Han Jisung lives off generational wealth and terrible impulses.
    Minho Lee lives off overtime, exhaustion and a single father’s desperation.

    Jisung doesn’t know why Minho works six days a week.
    But he does know one thing:
    he wants Minho.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Dudeee there’s no way this is real.” Jisung’s voice cracks embarrassingly as he drops to his knees. Minho just stretches, bored and completely unbothered.
    “Fuckk that’s an anaconda,” Jisung mutters.

    “If this is it soft, I need to know what happens when it’s hard—”
    “No WAIT WHAT are you doing?!”

    This is how Han Jisung who enrolled in Engineering under the wildly delusional impression that he’d meet girls ends up surrounded exclusively by men.

    Specifically one unfairly gorgeous Lee Minho whose tripod status dick is apparently completely unused because no one has ever managed to accommodate it.
    Naturally because Jisung’s IQ drops to negative double digits around pretty people, he volunteers to “test the theory.”

    Multiple times. Purely for research purposes, obviously.

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    23 Aug 2026

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    Hyunjin has been at JYPE psychiatric facility for six months, and he has no intention of leaving. He's perfectly happy deflecting questions about his feelings, tonguing his meds, and sharing a singular (illegal) iPod nano with Jisung, Seungmin, and Innie. So what if he can't exactly remember chunks of his childhood, and so what if the mere notion of rejection makes him want to rip his hair out? So what if he's running out time before he's passed on to the next inpatient hospital?

    Felix has been a dancer for the Poirot Ballet since he was thirteen, and he has no plans of stopping dance (or his determined path towards perfection) any time soon, no matter how much his body wants to take him out of the game. So when he's sentenced to two weeks of mandatory inpatient treatment for a supposed 'Adderall dependency', he's less than thrilled. After all, he's been nothing but a perfect, moldable, emotionless doll for years. How is he supposed to fake a sickness he doesn't have, while keeping his actual 'illness' secret?

    And why does that asshole Hwang Hyunjin have to be so goddamn beautiful?

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    03 Aug 2026

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    “No, you don’t understand!” Felix raised his voice, “He had fucking hickeys on his neck! Can you believe that?!”.

    Minho and Jisung stared at the restless image of their friend through the glowing phone screen, the pixelated reflection of the blond was pacing like a storm while complaining about his ex-husband's behavior.

    “Does it seem to you two a professional thing to do? A polite thing?” he barked as he walked through the garden, phone in one hand and a cigarette in the other, "How can you show up in your son’s school principal’s office like that?!" he scoffed, his free hand flying in the air "That’s fucking ridiculous!".

    or rather: Hyunjin and Felix are two chaotic parents, now divorced for two years, with several communication problems and skeletons from the past locked in the closet. The consequences of a painful childhood have managed to destroy a strong and deep love, separating the two from each other, leaving a big emptiness in their lives.
    But are their feelings and memories really all gone? Can’t they really overcome the traumas of the past and live happily in the future that is to come?

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    31 Jul 2026

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    Hyunjin swallowed hard before he spoke again, voice barely more than a whisper—breathless, soft, but trembling with neediness, “I think about you all the time” Hyunjin murmured, like he was afraid to even admit it, “Even when I shouldn’t. Even when I know it’s wrong”.

    Felix didn’t respond, but his breath hitched and Hyunjin felt it, the small tremor in his body where their shoulders were touching.

    His nose brushed Felix’s neck again, this time gently, like he was grounding himself, “You drive me fucking crazy, Felix” he said, quieter now, “With that- God… with how soft you look. The way you walk around like you don’t know what you’re doing to me”.

    or rather: a messy, chaotic fairytale figuring the cunty, pregnant editorial director of the most famous fashion magazine in Paris and his idiot, fuckboy-looking new stagista who's head over heels for him.

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    12 Jul 2026