8 Bookmarks by Self_Apologist

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  1. Rec 20

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    She could imagine Harrow’s slim fingers, probably annoyingly precise even here, moving inside her like they were performing a bone ward instead of making Gideon feel so damn good she couldn’t even think straight. Her touch wouldn’t be soft—God, no—it would be clinical, almost disdainful. Like she was dissecting Gideon, pulling her ligament from ligament, vein from vein, bone from bone, all while pretending she didn’t feel the tremble in Gideon’s thighs.

    Masturbating to your nemesis isn’t technically a sign of weakness, unless you get caught—Gideon didn’t, but it still feels like a loss.

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    23 Jul 2025

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    15 May 2025

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    07 May 2025

  4. Rec 5

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    The Haligtree stopped singing. The wind had gone still. But the rot — her rot — sang to Finlay now. It coiled around her like a promise. Choking her.

    Across the rotting wilds of the Lands Between, Finlay carries her dying goddess on her back, bleeding, burning, and blooming, but never stopping. Love like this doesn't die; it decays.

    Previous Title: i'd make a deal with god (and i'd get him to swap our places)

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    26 Apr 2025

  5. Rec 34

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    So, you may have had a brother.
    And you may
    have killed it.

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    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    222
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    34
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    02 Jun 2024

  6. Rec 22

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    On dragons' hoards, which are not always like you'd think.

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    14 Apr 2024

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    Jedi as a species of living spaceships because, y'know, why not?

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    20 Jun 2022

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    “Never.” Master Windu says. Anakin squeezes his eyes shut and takes a shaky breath. “Look at me, Knight Skywalker.”
    And he does, looks into the fierce scowl and knows it is not directed at him. Windu looks determined, not angry. More tears fall down his cheeks, get caught on the councilors thumbs.
    “Do you understand me?” He continues quietly. Nearly whispering, though it’s so quiet everyone can hear them regardless. “You are a Jedi. You are under my protection. I will never. Not while your eyes are blue, not while you still have Light within you, and not while there is someone else upon which to lay blame.”

    The Jedi suffer a mass vision, one of death and horror. One of the end of the Order and the Republic. In order to prevent this and save their family, in order to plan, they run to far corners of the galaxy. They lock down as hard as they possibly can. It allows them to truly reflect, for the first time in decades.

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    Words:
    16,546
    Chapters:
    6/?
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    507
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    1,324
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    18 Apr 2022

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