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• (you would never be mine) by Shep_IsFlying

  Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs  

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  21 Dec 2025

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  • Dazai Osamu/Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Kunikida Doppo (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Dazai Osamu (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Mentioned Nakajima Atsushi (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Unrequited Love
  • Kunikida Doppo-centric (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Kunikida Doppo's Ideals (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • My First Fanfic
  • Please Don't Kill Me
  • Angst
  • Not That Sad
  • 5+1 Things
  • the word ideal is spelt with a capital to emphasise how much it means to Kunikida
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • only a little tho
  • He gets over it pretty quickly
  • Kunikida Doppo Needs A Hug (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Minor Dazai Osamu/Nakahara Chuuya (Bungou Stray Dogs)
  • Internal Conflict

  Summary

  5 times Kunikida thought too much about Dazai
  + the 1 time he regretted it

  kind of just a short fic about one-sided kunizai where I tried and miserably failed to write angst. its kinda bad but I hope you like it anyways

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  Oh Gods, he was making the biggest mistake of his life.

  It couldn't be true. It just couldn't. He wouldn't allow it. There was no way on earth he is seriously into Dazai, of all people. It wasn't possible.

  Dazai is a man. Kunikida does not like men. He could not like men. He isn't stupid, he knows gay people exist, but he isn't one of them. He was supposed to meet a lovely woman and marry her exactly four years after. She would be perfect for him and they would have two kids. He could not love another man, it wasn't an option in his plan. It wasn't Ideal.

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  English

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