Shysinglemama



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    Shane Hollander is single, successful, and restless in a way he doesn’t quite have language for. His life is full, but orderly; restrained, and predictable. This journey is not an escape from commitment or guilt; it is a deliberate choice to experience something new. What he doesn’t anticipate is that the experience will be a person, and that desire will feel less like indulgence and more like recognition.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    In the months between Sochi and Vegas 2014, Shane Hollander decides he’s done watching Ilya from a distance.
    He stops waiting.
    Told through alternating POV, this fic explores what happens when Shane moves on, and what it does to Ilya to realize he doesn’t get to decide where Shane stays.
    It was never just sex. It was never just a game.
    And when Shane finally chooses steadiness, it changes the rules.
    And who is that man?

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    Shane is trying to build something honest.
    Ilya is trying not to lose him.
    And the silence they used to live inside is no longer an option.

    filled with angst. slow burn.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    When the unsentimental financial imperative of the NHL sees Shane traded to the Boston Raiders, he and Ilya are thrown into closer extended proximity than ever before. As they adjust to life as teammates, they are forced to contend with the nature of their relationship -and must answer for themselves: is it even a relationship at all?
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    Sliding down the wall, Shane hunched over his untied sneakers, shoved on hastily when Coach had called him in for a meeting after morning skate.

    “Boston wanted you specifically. I’ve already spoken to their GM. You’re flying this evening or tomorrow morning: I’ll confirm once the paperwork clears.”

    “Mom,” Shane managed.

    “Oh sweetie. I know, okay. Those fuckers, how dare they do this! Two fucking cups! Now all of a sudden they decide they want a reset and you’re going to fund it.”

    Shane put his head between his knees and tried to breathe. God, Boston. They hated him there; it was so far away; he was fucking their captain.

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    25 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 26

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    That’s all Ilya wanted. Shane’s attention.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    Ilya wins MVP. Shane wears Ilya's gift to himself during the ceremony, driving him crazy with the filthiest mouth.

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    "Words, baby. Ask nicely."

    "Please." Shane's voice came out hoarse and broken from the use of his throat. "Please, Daddy. Want your cum. Want to taste you. Want to swallow every drop."

    Ilya groaned, sliding back into Shane's mouth. "Fuck. How do you do this to me?" His grip tightened in Shane's hair, voice dropping. "My perfect cock drunk slut. Made for this."

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    21 Jan 2026