Silverknifeelf



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    Set during the lawsuit. Eddie is angry at Buck and Buck's just been in a car accident. The only person Buck wants to talk to in this state is Eddie.

    He doesn’t know what prompts him to do it but one second he’s staring at his phone and the next he’s dialling Eddie’s number. He doesn’t even know if Eddie would answer due to the whole lawsuit.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    “He kissed you?!” Eddie growls suddenly. “When?!”

    They both freeze at his harshness.

    “Uhm… Thursday…”

    Eddie clenches his jaw. “Thursday? You mean the Thursday you fucking shoved me to the ground and caused me to sprain my ankle Thursday?!”

    Buck stares at him with wide eyes. “Eddie…”

    Eddie takes a deep breath. “Sorry… that’s not fair. I know it was an accident…”

    Buck looks away ashamed. Eddie notices his face.

    “Right?” He questions.

    Buck’s eyes fill with tears. “I’m sorry…” he mumbles.

    Eddie’s mouth drops open. “You… you did it on purpose?”

    “I… I didn’t mean to hurt you…”

    Eddie’s eyes darken. “But you meant to shove me to the ground?”

    Buck nods.

    “Why, Evan?”

    Buck sniffles.

    “I was jealous…”

    Eddie stiffens. “Of him… or of me?” 

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    31 Mar 2026

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    His body battled a tsunami for Christopher, and it pulled Eddie to safety beneath a fire truck.

    It was useful. And for Buck, it was only ever about the practical. His body was a tool for other people, just like when he was a kid - like when his parents took, and took, and took from him, like he was built for spare parts. Not a whole thing. He was born to save, and the truth of that is wired into his DNA. He’s been carrying the weight of his trauma since the moment he was born.

    His body was never his. Not really.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    What if Eddie was with Buck and Christopher when the Tsunami happened? :3

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    29 Mar 2026

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    When a new paramedic joins the 118 and immediately gravitates toward Eddie, Buck tells himself it doesn’t matter. Eddie deserves admiration, and Buck’s just his best friend and partner—replaceable, expendable, easy to work around. But jealousy sits heavy in his chest, twisting tighter with every shared smile and field story.

    On a bad freeway call, Buck makes a split-second, reckless choice to keep Eddie safe and nearly gets himself crushed in the process. Shaken and furious, Eddie demands to know why Buck treats his own life like it’s worth less than everyone else’s. What starts as a confrontation in the locker room turns into the one conversation they’ve both been avoiding for years—about fear, about being “too much,” and about all the ways they matter to each other.

    Between a worried team, some well-timed teasing, and a late-night visit to Buck’s loft, walls finally crack, confessions spill, and Buck has to face the terrifying truth: he isn’t replaceable to Eddie. He’s everything. Angst, jealous!Buck, soft hands-on-face moments, and a new definition of “we’re okay” as Buck and Eddie figure out what it means to stop dancing around gravity and finally fall.

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    29 Mar 2026