SparedSuffering
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Han Jisung doesn’t remember life ever being bearable. It’s always been dark and dreary, fogged over like life is shielding him, trying to protect him from whatever is set to knock him down even further.
He’s never quite believed in giving up, but he’s tired. Exhausted and strung out, no hope to fuel him for another few steps.
Wait just a few extra seconds, he always thinks. That added time does nothing to change his mindset, to change the path he’s on. He’s tried and tried, and he thinks it’s simply time to give up.
Or; the story of someone so broken, given a chance to live life the way he’s never been able to before, with the help of a new, unexpected friend, even if it isn't quite as real as it seems to be.
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hold me tight (I'll never leave your side) by SparedSuffering
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
08 Feb 2026
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lklovie: want to bring this up cause no one else has… uh Miroh has exactly 0 queer idols. even imagery from their idols is very very rare to be queer leaning, the closest we’ve gotten is LK’s most recent mv and even that was said to be pushing it (according to his messages to fans)
lklovie: i could also be completely wrong and maybe Miroh is just more protective of their idols and rumors, but those in open relationships are straight.. idk but posts dating back like a month could show him in a relationship w a man and Miroh still hasn’t said anything
meow4lino: I was thinking this too but I didn’t know how to go about posting… worried mostly cause of the hiatus part out of nowhere AT the event, like he prob didn’t even know until after :(
rachaful: nothing has been said from 3Racha’s end, so im also wondering if its true and Miroh is against it??
binkki: Miroh is super strict against the idols that terminate too, aren’t they?? I hope Lee Know has a plan if they’re trying to hide him behind an image that isn’t true…
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In which Jisung wears scent blockers and Minho smells like cinnamon.
or: Jisung doesn’t check the weather forecast, and a random alpha with a sweet smile turns his world upside down by offering a hug and starting an odd conversation
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19 Feb 2026
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After a tragic accident, Minho loses memory of the last three years of his life – including his entire relationship with Jisung, his long-term boyfriend.
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09 Feb 2026
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Chan's message comes in at 1:17AM.
Minho notices the time first, because he always notices the time when something is about to split his life in two, when his life tilts just enough that everything from that moment forward will be measured as before and after, whether he wants it to be or not.
He's half-asleep, face pressed into his pillow, phone screen casting a dim, bluish glow in the dark, night mode turned on but still too bright for the hour, and for a second he thinks it's just another group chat notification, another meme, another voice note he'll pretend not to smile at before rolling over and letting sleep take him.
Then he reads Chan's name.Channie hyung:
been working on something new with Jisung
I think you should hear it before the whole world does
[mp3 file attached]Chan sends Volcano to Minho before its release.
The one word he couldn't say finally finds its way out.Bookmarked by SparedSuffering
11 Jan 2026
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Needless to say, Minho had become very, very well acquainted with J.One - his face, his body, his everything during his time subscribed to the man's Only Fans. Minho was a fucking addict when it came to him.
So, Minho didn’t even question if it was him or not when he turned around and saw the love of his fucking life standing two feet away from him as Chan introduced him as his co-star.
In which pornstar!Jisung wants to break into movies, and his new co-star Minho is one of his biggest fans. But, Jisung has been given very explicit instructions - no fucking your costar.
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15 Dec 2023
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Minho is curt when he reaches out to shake Jisung's hand. His face stays neutral, which kind of terrifies Jisung. "I look forward to working with you," Jisung says, hoping to be friendly. Minho just hums in response and goes back to his computer.
or, the late night comedy show AU
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11 Dec 2023