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    Cas dies and Dean starts referring to himself as a widower. This is somewhat confusing for everyone involved.

    (Inspired by *that* tumblr post; linked in notes)

    (Canon MCD not tagged because it's temporary)

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    05 Jun 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 22

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    If I'm being honest it's nice not to know
    What the future holds.
    Future Holds - Tom Rosenthal.

    A year in their new life together, a little window to their forever.

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    20 May 2025

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    “If you could see your son one last time…what would you say to him?” The question must’ve caught Bruce off guard because there’s a distinct lack of breathing on his part. Seconds pass and yet they feel like hours.

    “I’d tell him he is one of the best things to happen to me. And that I’m sorry.”

    A lump grew in Jason’s throat. “For what?”

    “For ever making him doubt that I loved him.”

    In which Jason just wants to read his book at a park in peace and instead he get feelings.

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    16 Apr 2025

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    Dean takes a really, really long drive to kick fear in the ass. It might just be the best thing he ever decides to do.

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    The seat squeaks, and Dean follows the sound, his gaze trailing down. There—where Jack sat moments ago—is a much tinier version of him. He looks mostly the same, just...smaller and more dimply and cuter, if that's possible. His clothes have shrunk to fit him, so he's casually sitting in a t-shirt, jeans, and scuffed tennis shoes. He swings his feet from side-to-side over the edge of Baby's seat the same way Sam used to in the back, and he stares up at Dean with clear eyes. 

    "Oh," Dean blurts out, eyes bulging, "Cas is going to fucking kill me." 

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    03 Apr 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 36

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    It's Cas' idea.

    Too many phone calls from Dean, griping about his mom. Not that she's back, he's thrilled if a bit in shock still. No, it’s that he doesn't know how to make her understand that he isn't the son she left behind and more difficult still, that maybe he's okay with that. It’s during the third call that Cas recalls to him that the one thing that's really helped Cas understand him was that mixtape Dean made for him. Thirteen songs to say what he meant.

    It takes him almost a week and the bullshit with Ramiel to decide to do it. Then another week between hunts to sort through his cassette tapes to find the right songs.

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    Or, Dean makes Mary a Beatles mixtape.

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    22 Mar 2025