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    “You’ll manage, Bucky,” Gale says before he can think better of it, and when John looks up at him with eyes wet and glistening, he wishes he could take it back. Maybe not just the cold, then.

    “I’ll manage?” He sounds level at least, hot drunk but no different to normal. A little edge, a little rasp.

    “Without ‘im. I know it’ll be—But you’ll manage.” John’s answering scoff has a meanness in it, and he does look down again, but thankfully he doesn’t stop walking.

    “I’ll manage. Yeah, I’ll manage. I’ll manage without him, because I managed before, that right?”

    “That’s right.” Gale’s murmuring again, and you don’t grow up in Wyoming without learning how to soothe a horse, and somehow that’s the voice he’s using right now. Tempted, even, to soothe like he would a horse: hand rubbed broad along John’s flank, cupping his neck like he’d cupped Gale in the pub, rubbing solid and firm. Might quiet those jitters, still jittering even though John’s trudging along with his sight on the ground, trying to sniff away his wet eyes.

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    In the aftermath of Curtis' death, Bucky struggles to grieve. Gale struggles to help him.
    Finding each other, in four parts.

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    Sirius, a young Russian billionaire hires Remus, who is working part time as a call boy to make ends meet. Things happen, feelings occur.

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    “He just-” He huffs, waving a hand at the crowd. “Pisses me off.”
    “Hm,” Marge eyes him critically, putting her thinking face on. “I think what’s pissing you off is that you’re actually into him, but whatever you say.”
    “Stop that,” He nudges her aside, getting to the sink in order to pour himself a glass of water.
    “Stop what? Using my psychology degree?”
    “Stop reading into whatever this is.” He downs half the glass in one go, inelegant in his motions the longer he’s forced to endure the tight outfit.
    “Whatever it is, is right.” She thumbs at where he’s spilled some water onto his chin. “You are stringing him along.”

    Aka Gale learns how to let himself have nice things while also wearing a skirt for his job sometimes.

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    While numerous studies have been conducted on the effects of captivity on other classes of vertebrates, very few studies have investigated the effects of captivity and its related stresses on amphibians. Chronic stress results in elevated levels of corticosterone (CORT) released from the adrenocortical cells, which in turn result in hyperglycemia, anorexia, and changes in behavior.

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    PhD Student Gale Cleven's got his research and he's got his routines and no time for the fella working construction on his house who seems very, very determined to make friends.

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    There is a coyote who follows John Egan through the scrublands of New Mexico. A pale-eyed, pale-furred, washed-out shape against the desert night. Limbs too long and paws dexterous as it lopes just out of sight. Sometimes it stood upright, mouth lolling open wet and pink and full of teeth. Sometimes it is a man too, still furred and broken-limbed but with a maw that could almost form words and hips that narrowed delicately.

    It is never human, but sometimes it is a man.
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    A spooky oooky ghosty Halloween fic. A larger trigger list will be contained inside!

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    30 Dec 2024