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    Maybe he is lesser of a man.

    The space between door and bed disappears as automatic steps carry Chuuya to the plush surface where he half collapses onto his ex-partner, propped over Dazai's body. One knee rests on the bed, his other foot holds sturdy on the floor, and his arms cage in Dazai's shaking figure while he watches in complete bewilderment as his name becomes louder, more frequent and lustful.

    "Chuuya, Chuuya, Chu—"

    "Oh shit…" the aforementioned mumbles to himself, eyes bouncing all over sweat-covered features. "You are an omega."

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Sobbing

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    “There it is,” Chuuya said softly. “You feel that?”

    Dazai’s ears flattened completely now, tail twitching in short, betrayed jerks. “Chuuya is doing this on purpose.”

    “Yes.”

    That honesty knocked something loose. Dazai twisted, turning his head just enough to glare back at him—eyes blown wide. “Chuuya likes this.”

    Chuuya leaned closer, voice dropping. “I like you like this.”

    Dazai pushed up onto his hands, climbing into Chuuya’s lap without asking, knees bracketing his hips. He was breathing harder, heat beyond obvious now—flushed, glossy, needy in a way he’d stopped trying to hide.

    “This is unfair,” Dazai said hoarsely, grinding down without even pretending it was an accident. “Chuuya knew I was close.”

    Heat makes Dazai soft, pliant, and soaked. He claws at the sheets and purrs for it while Chuuya fills him up, nice and deep, just how a good kitty deserves.

    or: dazai wants to be fucked full and praised like a pretty pet. chuuya’s more than happy to indulge.

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    13 Jan 2026

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    Oh my

  3. Public Bookmark 37

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    Chuuya’s feelings were completely justified, and of course he was right. Dazai was the one that had no right to be acting like this. She was the one that blew things out of proportion. The one that caused problems because she didn’t know how to face herself. And she couldn’t even give her boyfriend, the one person she loved and trusted more than anyone in the world, simple intimacy.
    Going on estrogen was supposed to be a good thing.
    It was supposed to make her feel better.
    She was supposed to get better.

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    Dazai starts hormone replacement therapy and struggles adjusting. Chuuya tries to provide support, but there's only so much he can do when he's left in the dark. Neither of them feel prepared to navigate their shifting relationship.

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    26 Nov 2025

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    AUAGAHEHYEGSHEHEHEHSH YESSS

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    It’s essentially a marriage, Chuuya knows. A mating bond is for life, until death do they part; even then the one left behind will be haunted by whispers of another soul through their bond. Coupled with the fact he’s doing it with Dazai, who exudes the futility of life with each breath he takes, it’s the same as asking Chuuya to be tormented constantly when Dazai inevitably leaves him, leaves this world.

    Wherein a mating bond is complicated, and feelings even more so.

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    18 Nov 2025

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    Crying but also that was hot :(((((

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    “I present to you your new vocalist.”
    On the first page was a photo of a skinny, brown-haired guy smiling faintly at the camera.
    His name, printed in bold at the top: Dazai Osamu. Beneath it, paragraphs of text that Chuuya didn’t bother to read—the words were already swimming in red.
    Maybe it was that cocky smile or the way his chocolate colored eyes squinted like he knew something he did that made Chuuya hate him instantly.

     

    Or,, Your fav enemies to lovers but Chuuya is the guitarist and Dazai the singer of The Black Lizard!!

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    04 Nov 2025

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    Yummy yummy band au