ThatGayPanic



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    You're bad at fighting.
    Kim Dokja could barely make out the dark splotches on his arm as words. At first, he thought they were just more bruises.
    But even at six years old, hiding in the bathroom as he pretended not to hear his father shouting just outside the door...
    Kim Dokja could read.


    In a without scenarios alternate universe, everyone has a soulmate, one other person who they are fated to share the marks of the world with. It's common for young soulmates to contact one another by writing messages on their skin, but because of the way Kim Dokja's childhood was, he never wrote to his soulmate except to say goodbye.

    A decade and a half later, his soulmate still writes to him. Yoo Joonghyuk uses his arm like a diary and Kim Dokja knows practically everything there is to know about his soulmate and still refuses to contact him.

    What will happen when he is forced to confront the man he's been avoiding his entire life face to face?

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    07 Jun 2025

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    Va volver, yo lo sé

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    “Looks like I bit you.” Will tilts his head to get a better look. All Mike can do is stare at him. His fluffy hair at the front, clumped pieces at the back where he’d slid his fingers in a mere few minutes before. His pretty green eyes that look hazel or even brown in this light, the dark circles he gets when he drinks framing them like intricate paintings. A satisfied, bloody smile.

    Mike isn’t satisfied. He swallows thickly, choking down the words 'don’t you want more?'

    Or: Will dresses as a vampire for a college halloween party, but Mike thinks his costume isn’t bloody enough. Will lets him fix it. Mike goes into a crisis.

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    17 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    That itch has crawled up his body, into his teeth, and he aches, he aches with a want he can't name, feels it vibrating in his skin, it's too much–

    Katsuki's head is pulled back sharply, Izuku's hand fists in his hair and Katsuki hates the sound he makes as he's wretched away.

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    The pain strikes all of a sudden, shooting up from his neck as if to accompany the fog in his mind. He tries to move and realises that Wilhelm is pressing him against the wet wall. His body heats up at the threat, wanting to pick up his arms to push the boy off, but instantly Mike realises that his limbs are frozen. He looks down to see the cigarette slowly sliding through his limp fingers until it drops to the ground. The heat in his body quickly becomes torture, spreading like a thousand needle pricks. Even when he opens his mouth to scream, Mike doesn’t hear any sound come out of his throat, the only noise in the alleyway being Wilhelm shifting against him, tilting his head so he can sink his fangs deeper into Mike’s neck.

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    [In the months after March 1986, the Party recovers even as they continue their search for Vecna. Mike Wheeler, as always, does not get a break.]

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    03 Jan 2026

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    It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.

    Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.

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    Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.

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    01 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH 😫💕🫶😫💕🔥💞😫💞😫🔥💞😭💕😭😭😫🙌🔥😭🙌💕😭💕